sometimes baby shout, angry, flared up.
all he will ask me an closed ended question.
let me answer yes. Obviously~
I felt so stressed. While i am trying to be cheerful and happily faced the next day.
But baby jus wann to keep on reminding me..
my financial
my job
my clothes
my lifestyle
I dunno why he suddenly care for me so much.. over to my extend.
I dunno this is a good news or is a bad news.
It seems understanding of him. But i felt that he is only showing other people.
how lazy
how bad
how childish
how carefree
how happiness
i am.
And he will say to me that he is doing all this becos he care for me.
when other guys fail to do their part, he will say he is the best.
i should be happy that i have him.
i didnt denied that.
but everything seems becos of him.
He totally forgotten how depressed i was before.
i was enthusiatic once.
but so many years passed.
i am tired.
i wan to rest.
thinking baby wann to get out of the well.
everything oso wan to do,
do to the extend.
let him be.
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