its a tiring day,
i went to crocs sales with gelvin , linda & dickson.
There wasnt much stocks left.
Luckily linda managed to buy a pair of sandal tt she like.
Then we moved on to TM for our dinner at Kim Gary restuarant.
We had a great time chatting and eating till full.
Actually wanted to ask them for majong session.
But both are tired and have to wake up early next morning.
So we went home and upload photos.
hmm.. its a wonderful couple dates.
Hope everyone have their wishes come true.
Full Time Housewife VS Part Time Volunteer
i woke up from my dream and felt very sleepy.
i continued to slp till 8 plus den slowly drink milo.
changed to attire.
Ready to meet baby.
He still in bed.
I prepared his food,
clothes, bag & shower.
After he finished, we went to Ren Ci to do volunteer.
He count coins while i calculate notes.
During lunch, i ate chicken rice, he ate char siew rice.
den we finished the counting.
We packed all in bags and off to Novena square window shopping
its been long time we have not shopping as lovely dovey b4.
den we went TPY to look for my new handset.
Luckily baby was clever enuff to call to the headquarter.
Finally, we managed to know.
In the meanwhile, I going to meet my sisters ( devoted gals)..
ACtually, i dun wish to spend on Kbox.
since everyone wishes to sing, so i am.
Though can feel slight strange feeling from swee ying,
but her characteristic in singing will nv change.
Hope everyone enjoys.
BAck to baby's house, he came to fetch me home.
I nv tot that he will allow me to sing till so late.
Well, i sensed something strange.
But still have to trust him.
Cos this is the way he loves me....
So i have to trust that he really loves me..
Hahas hugs hugs tickle ticks...
cooking time~
it was a scorching weather in the morning, i wake up at 7.30am.
Prepared to go baby hse.
Who knows, my dear baby is still sleeping~
Den i reached his hse, he went to slp again den eat breakfast.
I felt tired, so i took a nap.
He went to slp too.. till 9 plus.
We went out to Kopitam de wet market buy fruits with his mum..
Baby took out his hp and we watch the show from his hp till we reach amk.
Hahas, den Ah gong was so excited.
His Aunt oso eagered to start the session.
Cutting of Gu Cai
Chopping of Shrimps, Onion, Garlics, Mushrooms
Cooking of all mixture
Blend the Mi Tai Bak
After that Ah gong start to knob the dough and he rmbs the days he spent in the past.
He rmb me, still ask me to eat more.
So warming touch heart souls in the house.
I felt so touching..
I felt embarressed.
Hahas. cos i have to speak bad teochew to them.
Sian.
I ate 6 of it, so happily today enjoy my time with them
Esp baby by my side.
I love him~
so excited about our graduation trip.
Dunno what to bring,
worry about clothes,
worry about limitation of water,
worry about the attractions,
worry about money.
Since my poly friend emailed me the flight and other plans.
I began to search for more best valued package.
But the lowest fare indeed in Tiger Airway.
The resort she found is 3 star but its lowest range.
So glad that we have such a good friend.
I wanted to earn more more money to bring baby go overseas.
Heard from grandson,
he is going to phuket too but is mid may,
den go hongkong at end of may den go china on june.
Soo good~
sometimes baby shout, angry, flared up.
all he will ask me an closed ended question.
let me answer yes. Obviously~
I felt so stressed. While i am trying to be cheerful and happily faced the next day.
But baby jus wann to keep on reminding me..
my financial
my job
my clothes
my lifestyle
I dunno why he suddenly care for me so much.. over to my extend.
I dunno this is a good news or is a bad news.
It seems understanding of him. But i felt that he is only showing other people.
how lazy
how bad
how childish
how carefree
how happiness
i am.
And he will say to me that he is doing all this becos he care for me.
when other guys fail to do their part, he will say he is the best.
i should be happy that i have him.
i didnt denied that.
but everything seems becos of him.
He totally forgotten how depressed i was before.
i was enthusiatic once.
but so many years passed.
i am tired.
i wan to rest.
thinking baby wann to get out of the well.
everything oso wan to do,
do to the extend.
let him be.
Feeling moody, this week i have been looking for jobs and there is no reply none of them. Today went down to REN CI Hospital again with gelvin mum. This time round, baby accompanying with us. I tot i tot that he will come with us together. But he woke up late and met us later. I felt so moody in the whole morning. Becos i felt uneasy and nauseous, due to ytd night i eaten uncooked food during the steamboat. I had a uncomfortable in the whole night. My stomach aches and felt wann to vomit. Until now, i am still stomach aches. i guess stomach is upsetting..
rmb i say, gelvin mum told her friends that i am her neighbour daughter, hmm.. baby called me "dear" and i saw his mum looking very dull. I guessed she afraid of gossiping. Nevertherless, baby treat good as the same before. He did not neglect me or wann keep low profile. hehes.. he is good to me. But i am fussying about his mum's attitude. well, older generation is like this. As soon as possible, my mum will start to nag me about baby's future. haiis, we are stressing uh!!
Tonight, baby is tired. i helped him to do updates for property thingy.. Its already going to reach midnight. Hahas, baby and me do not dare to tell his mum tml we are going to watch movie. otherwise, we will be send to volunteer work again.
Actually, volunteer work is mend to be willingness. I understand his mum wann us to get FU BAO. But we are still young, in an energentic of chasing what is outside. We do not have enuff time for our own mushy romance and work. How could we have time to do those thing without salary? that is mend for elderly or middle age housewives people who have alot of time to spend at home. Maybe once a while in a month, not always...
Argh!! quickly get me a job...
today went to REN CI Hospital in the morning with Gelvin's Mum to do volunteer work. I felt happy to help but i am very disappointed that his mum told her friends that i am her neighbour's daughter. Then when they asked her why i come, she keep very quiet. I went there because she asked me so i went. Do she know that i am very tired after going thru 3 interviews travelling.
I am vry upset, i dunno why she dun wan to admit the fact. Then when her friend asked why her son nv come, den she keep quiet. Haiis, i dunno what is she thinking.
Then i accompany his mum to serangoon with her friends for a few hrs, den i slept on the bus. Hmm, damm tired. She dun dare to ask me leave the bus first, cos she told a lie. So i have to go home with her, den eat dinner watch my show with baby.
Haiis, baby uh.. I really dunno who am i living for?
I just wann be myself, even i really wann live for baby, to the extend.
But am i worth to be?
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