although it is new year eve, it shld be a happy festival. everyone shld be overjoying. But today this morning, i receives naggs from mum. After that, In bugis , we went to pendicure. End up i receive bad service and bad attitude. there was a xiao mei who smudge my ready nails and refused to do over. Hence i asked her to redo again. But she couldnt do well, for twice again.
I asked other girl to do, but i waited for 30 mins for them to do the last finish.
During the payment, we waited for 10 mins and i really flared up towards baby and family.
I was so pissed off that all shops were closed.
end up we couldnt get our shoes.
Baby came to our hse and buy a cake for our valentine day. Hahas.. I really did not prepare anything for him becos i dun hav $$.
Well, i guess i will buy a money clip for him.
Or surprises going on...
today i asked baby abt a girl, named pei pei tan in her fb.
Baby admitted that he woo her during ite period.
Concidencely, the girl i met her before in ivan's photo. Hence, i asked ivan abt her.
Even thought that she is the one whom ivan been going out with for a year.
Then, baby said that she is mean to him during the pursuing..
Kekes.. ivan questioned me that how come baby so silly go woo her?
Then, ivan is more silly than him wor.. Cos he woo her for a year leh.
he say , this girl purposely try to speak english to him specially for him.
Tt why he is touched. hahas.
I dun understand why guys rather go for her type than me.
I guessed i am those kind of girl who wann to be myself , not becos of tt person and changed easily.
well, i am abit jealous abt her. Maybe becos baby like her once. which makes me feel inferior when comparing. I felt sad for the girl who once loved baby so much. Ended up baby did this to her. Perhaps, to baby i am jus a good doggy. So he came back to me.
And that's why i am not popular to guys.
this week i went to do projects, den today i stay at home rot rot..
baby has been working hard for his studies, i cannot disturb him and think so much.
But.. imaginations tend to appear in my mind.
I watched a taiwan drama shows of two families conflicts and lead the young generations went into a scary plan to revenge on their parents.
Ning Jing's Father and Wei Jie's Mother were seeing each other, Wei Jie's Father knew that he had being a cuckold for so many years. He went to confront Ning Jing's Mother, but Ning Jing Mother did not show any anger any feelings to express herself. She told Wei Jie Father that this is impossible. Rather than Wei Jie 's Father could not take it anymore, he commit suicide.
The adults never thought Ning Jing overheard their conversation and she felt adults were liars, two headed snake and hypocritical. She was a very outgoing and cheerful little girl, ever since she got kidnapped due to her mum's negligence. She became a very quiet and seldom smile.
Who ever knows, such a innocent little girl in her 17 years old will become a devil.
During school time, she acts as an angel. At nite, she went to X-Zone with different men after contacting thru ICQ. She lost in the lust of love, she thought that every person has a dark side of them especially MEN. It was Wei Jie who bring her to release the beast in her and find the real side of her.
Ning Zhen was Ning Jing's twin elder sister. They looked both alike. Ning Jing alwys pretended as her sister in x-zone to flirt with those beasts. This is because she jealous with her, Ning Zhen always in her good luck, able to get parents' attention and everyone seems forgotten about ning jing's bad situation.
One day she found out that wei jie and her was in the same boat. Because they shared the same motive. Both hated their families. They wanted them to die. So they created a website specially for those students who get bullied in school or punished by school. They start their plan slowly and began the game by searching for their preys.
But who knows, Ning jing wanted to harm her sister while Wei jie had fallen in love with Ning Zhen. Wei jie and Ning Jing caught into quarrel and end up Ning Jing died.
The mystery begans, who killed Ning Jing.
It was her mother. Shocked?
Her mother knew about Ning Jing's prostitution, which this news will lead to her mother's future gone. In order to save her fame and reputation, she choose to be quiet and expelled one of the teacher who is one of Ning Jing customer.
She do not want this to spread outside and her daughter to destroy herself hence she made Ning Jing suffocated after Wei Jie pushed her down.
Ning Zhen knew all the truth upon investigating every clue, the more she knew the more ugly facts she is facing. Her mother commit sucide after exposing the truth to Ning Zhen.
To me: i would not tolerate such situation. I will not live in a illusion world of mine. I rather face into reality. I will not share my husband with other woman, i will fight for my rights.
BABY~
I love you forever,
I m going to stick with you.
Do not say " Let me go".
Rmb my particulars, my characteristics and favourites.
I will test you on the day you wish to "hem hem" me wor.
Hahas.. thinking all these makes me feel happiness.
I want to shout at everyone:
I want to be with you.
I want to stay with you.
I want to side you.
I will be the one that you need.
I will be the one that you can confess to.
its was so nervous, a lot of ideas was whirlling in my mind. I started first and ended up i gave ideas to my opponents. As i begin with my interests, teacher seems interested. Then, i told her that i am a patience person den jumped to " There was a customer, she want to know more about our products.....i tell the customer step by step". Teacher interupted and asked me " is that ur part time job?" Then she move on to the other candidate. I had not finished introducing myself. I missed alot i have to say.
Haiis, before the interview the other candidate told me that she never prepared for it. But during the interview, she answered very well becos she linked everything that required her to be a secretary. Should i say this is by luck?
After the interview ends, teacher commented on me that i should NOT even talk about my interest becos the requirement does not need a singer or a swimmer. She was confused when i talked about the steps of how to handle the washing. I should say that i am able to handle with customer enquires.
Haiis, is that becos of my communication breakdown or there is no one could able understand WHAT THE HELL I AM TALKING?
I dun understand WHY?
why is it so difficult to understand my language, i am jus simple minded.
I am jus trying to pin point to the main topic i was trying to say!
this problem has been making me so frustrated and no confidence in me.
How should i do?
Dont ask me to change, dun lecture me.
The way i want to present my words does not came out the same that i want to say. Thats all.
难道就没有一个人能了解我在说什么吗？
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