accompany baby to suntec Mac Donald do projects,
give him kisses first
start doing my project.
His friend came,
his main focus on her.
I am waiting for him,
he responses to her very gentle.
Next friend came,
They had their own conversation.
I tried to join.
Never thought he know her so much;
She is a good girl.
am i neglected?
They left; we are late
He does not hold my hand.
I am disappointed.
back to Work;
i got lectured by jie jie.
she gossiped my reason of late
i blurt out the secret of baby's to them
malaysia aunty nv let me explain
i nearly burst out my tears
both look down on baby;
i am disappointed in them.
went back to counter,
emo ~
zhiwei tok to me;
i felt secured in her.
feeling ok,
buttocks felt sour~
my body aches.
very wobbly
quickly went to toilet
hot flushing,
not feeling well.
went to eat;
baby came,
he chat with me.
felt uneasy wann tell him my situation.
i dont want to let him worry
he forced me to say;
i cried.
nobody thinks i am capable.
he loves me;
he thinks i am perfect.
does it realistic?
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