looking at my baby's blog these few days, i felt glad that he wanted to make it a habit. Like this, i am able to know what is he thinking.. His blogging is getting better than me worr.. Great job!!
This morning, i received a incomplete msg from baby.
" Ok. Love you dear. J". Then, i try to delete some msg hence baby asked me to do so. Then i asked him to send me again. But he told me that " because u already have me le" My heart sank, thoughts ~
indeed i afraid that i might lose baby, but i tried to keep everything open minded as i could. Jus happened today, he told me that there will be a girl in his class coming down to teach him practical in CC. Immediately my thinking was how come his class had so many guys but he rather chose this girl.
This girl actually is the one who has been helping him out since last year as i knew. But baby told me that this name" Jia Min" is a guy. I trusted him. But today i asked him what is her name? He told me is Jia Min.
I hold back my breathe in order not to argue with him anymore. I dunno how to trust him when he told me things stumbling..
Well, i had already tried my best to let him have the freedom. If he still wan to hide from me, i really dunno how to face him when he told me he is going out w a girl again. My confidence level will decrease to -10 .
I did sushi today, got scolded by my mum as i made a mess in her kitchen. Finally, i am done and waiting for time to pass.
Perhaps i will not the mood to discuss the project instead of worrying about what is baby doing with the girl. Mayb in class he really need this girl to help him with his homework so that he can pass easily.
baby maybe u will feel disappointed when reading this post. but all along my characteristic doesnt change easily. i get jealous easily jus because i am emotional. this is fact that u have to accept for who am i.
i have accepted that u are very sociable so i tried to smile when you are talking with yuan yuan or any ladies.
BUT sometimes i really dun mind, it depends on my mood ba.
I am trying hard to push to +7 at least.
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