looking at my baby's blog these few days, i felt glad that he wanted to make it a habit. Like this, i am able to know what is he thinking.. His blogging is getting better than me worr.. Great job!!
This morning, i received a incomplete msg from baby.
" Ok. Love you dear. J". Then, i try to delete some msg hence baby asked me to do so. Then i asked him to send me again. But he told me that " because u already have me le" My heart sank, thoughts ~
indeed i afraid that i might lose baby, but i tried to keep everything open minded as i could. Jus happened today, he told me that there will be a girl in his class coming down to teach him practical in CC. Immediately my thinking was how come his class had so many guys but he rather chose this girl.
This girl actually is the one who has been helping him out since last year as i knew. But baby told me that this name" Jia Min" is a guy. I trusted him. But today i asked him what is her name? He told me is Jia Min.
I hold back my breathe in order not to argue with him anymore. I dunno how to trust him when he told me things stumbling..
Well, i had already tried my best to let him have the freedom. If he still wan to hide from me, i really dunno how to face him when he told me he is going out w a girl again. My confidence level will decrease to -10 .
I did sushi today, got scolded by my mum as i made a mess in her kitchen. Finally, i am done and waiting for time to pass.
Perhaps i will not the mood to discuss the project instead of worrying about what is baby doing with the girl. Mayb in class he really need this girl to help him with his homework so that he can pass easily.
baby maybe u will feel disappointed when reading this post. but all along my characteristic doesnt change easily. i get jealous easily jus because i am emotional. this is fact that u have to accept for who am i.
i have accepted that u are very sociable so i tried to smile when you are talking with yuan yuan or any ladies.
BUT sometimes i really dun mind, it depends on my mood ba.
I am trying hard to push to +7 at least.
Celebrations with Gelvin and his family
I love him
Ah gong so funny and cute
Outside Somerset
Gelvin's father and Grandpa
Salmon and Mushroom PizzaScallop Baked Rice
Spagetti Vongole
This is our first time, renting a car and baby really can drive me ler~I am so happy to have him staying at my side.
However, driving is good and convenience. But without GPS, we will lost.
Things wont be so smooth, nevertheless we will overcome it together.
its been long time never blog, feel so bored.
Just finished my term test, 松了一口气。
I never ever thought that this will happen to us.
This scene will always carve in my mind.
That was baby's second time cry in front of me.
because a group of butches, attacked baby.
He had tolerated till the max.
He just wann to get back it.
Unfortunately his parent were around and due to their buddhist devotees.
The first thing they did was to apologise and this is not baby wish for.
His mum said 'regret' to have such son. Why??
I feel so hurt when baby cried out loud and i couldnt hold him.
He pushed me away.
Luckily i stay beside him and listened to his woes.
I know baby will still consider about his conquences.
Just that moment , no matter is a girl or a boy.
Even me, will oso get aggiated when facing such bullyism.
How can this happen to baby~
Being bullied by a BUTCH.
i hate them.
i dun like his mother to be too HUMBLE.
though i have to respect her but all these words in my mind will only said in my dream.
Not because of 因果, i have to accept that i am being bullied is my fault?
Would i get take advantage by those perverts and it is also heaven will?
Then if that case, this world will not have lawyers or polices to get these people le.
If everyone say, forget about it. Rather be a coward, also dun wan to get back those reputations. Continued to be bulied by these people. 这也算是报应吗？
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