all i wan to say is i love my baby a lot.
I nearly lost my Baby just in a nick time.
This is because i knew that i am in the wrong but i still went for a drink.
And i still never tell baby. At tt moment, he wanted to choose career than me. I felt very lost and totally couldnt leave him.
I do not want this to happen again.
baby wanted me to choose, friends or him.
he wanted me to give up all my friends.
does he know, he is letting me unhappy?
does he know, by doing all these i dun feel happy at all.
why must i live for him and not for myself?
Will he know, by giving me happiness is to let me happy?
did he understand me?