
On friday evening, i took Napfa test. I failed three stations- Inclined pull up, shuttle run and sit & reach. I was so disappointed. Baby called me and tell me something. but i couldnt hear what he is trying to say. I tried my best. But baby had pissed off. I am so sad!!
Being demoralised.. Dun have any mood to run for my 2.4km..
But I tell myself i had trained myself jus for this day. I cant be depressed. So i started my run and finally i get into 50s. Therefore i waited for the results . its was 14.22 mins, its so surprising that i can get this timing.
hmms, i meet baby at white sands, i cant reached him.. den i saw him at last.
During the cousin's party, i tried to befriend with my cousins.. Of cos i cant neglect my baby. He sweats so much.. Haiis, i am damm sour when baby helped onto my sister. She was drunk, and her bag was with baby not mine. I am not the first person he rmb. he will still care about the person who needs his help first.
Today, i intended to wait for baby, but he told me that he will be late.. Yarh Now is already midnite & he still nv call me a single call. I am anxious.. DOnt dare to think so much.. Jus afraid that i will lose heart on him. This kind of insecure, i have before and i really had a bad dream on it. Please dont go away..
