I want to thank Zhi Min , Dardar, Choon Teck, Vincent and especially my Baby!!
They never leave me aside after all. They still helped till the end. Baby always help me to think of many ideas to solve my problems.
Thanks for their help, so i can slp well and without any tears anymore.
I am so touched that baby can give up his time for me.
he loves me...
i couldnt believe that this time i can feel his love with actions. Not just talks anymore.
I prayed hard that this will be over..
its so frustrated nowadays, rushing my reports finish ler still cannort leave. Now my teammates are dragging me, and doing slow pace with the powerpoint. I started first, den they find my powerpoint slides not good. OK, nvm. after all i keep chasing after this boy who talks more than action.
Baby is still a baby; he still have this childish conversation with me. Haiis, he dunno his road direction still scold me for forgetting. He just wann to make his route simple, and make mine complicated. Hergh! So we meet ler, den i tot he going somewhere, who noes he went back to sengkang. Gosh!! i wasted money to meet him here and accompany him go back. he knows that i dun have bus concession. but~
Then, on the way back home. I wanted to eat maggie mee, which dun need to pay for it. But he told me cannort eat. Okay, nvm.. he brought me to foodcourt. i have already choose wat i wan to eat. Then he dragg me out the food court and say he gt porridge at home. OK. fine..
Reach his home, we eat the porridge den i eat halfway le. he said he want to eat maggie mee. ask me to eat the rest of the porridge. Hey, i say i want to eat , u dun let me eat!! Now u urself eat.
He asked me , wann some more porridge. I said i dun wan. But he still pour the rest of the porridge in my bowl. He assumed that i am not full. So wat for ask me, jus pour lar!!
Ok fine, den he ask me wan drink the herbal tea. Wan big or small? i wann small. He pour the full cup of tt small cup. i dun like to drink it but he have already pour. i suddenly feel that how come he dun understand me. hmms, he knew something wrong there but he jus wont say a sorry and admit his fault. He always use scissor paper stone to set who is the right one. This is a irresponsible act. Its will not be fair to me.
I know he is clever and capability in working. But he still compared with me, say all about my weakness without knowing hurting my feelings. I keep giving myself to be confidence but i am always hurt by his words. And its makes my confidence level falls to zero.
Does he really love me, can he love me by protecting me from hurting me?
Can he
Dont be so full of yourself!
Everyone lives in a realistic life, they thinks of themselves before others. Even is a stranger, still a human. Who knows He/She may b ur friend or colleagues one day.
There is a office lady standing beside me, on the bus. I hold onto the rail and my two little fingers holding on my balance. But this office lady is so ridiculous, she leaned on the rail which my two fingers are. Her fatty arms was so heavy and i felt so pain. I waited for her to realise but 10 mins later she still smsing. I shake shake.. hope she knows. Haiis, she finally got off. Red red fingers poor thing..
I have so many days nv see Baby, today finally waited for this day. Love Baby!!
On friday evening, i took Napfa test. I failed three stations- Inclined pull up, shuttle run and sit & reach. I was so disappointed. Baby called me and tell me something. but i couldnt hear what he is trying to say. I tried my best. But baby had pissed off. I am so sad!!
Being demoralised.. Dun have any mood to run for my 2.4km..
But I tell myself i had trained myself jus for this day. I cant be depressed. So i started my run and finally i get into 50s. Therefore i waited for the results . its was 14.22 mins, its so surprising that i can get this timing.
hmms, i meet baby at white sands, i cant reached him.. den i saw him at last.
During the cousin's party, i tried to befriend with my cousins.. Of cos i cant neglect my baby. He sweats so much.. Haiis, i am damm sour when baby helped onto my sister. She was drunk, and her bag was with baby not mine. I am not the first person he rmb. he will still care about the person who needs his help first.
Today, i intended to wait for baby, but he told me that he will be late.. Yarh Now is already midnite & he still nv call me a single call. I am anxious.. DOnt dare to think so much.. Jus afraid that i will lose heart on him. This kind of insecure, i have before and i really had a bad dream on it. Please dont go away..
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