Unlucky day keep going..
This afternoon i went to business school to have a fish and chip. To my disappointment, my braces came out. The wire went out of the braces, its so pain and the wire keep on scratching my mouth. I felt very terrible, so dry and horrible pain. I told him but he doesnt reply me at all.
I quickly book an appointment, luckily there is a slot to let me squeeze in. After 5 hours, i immediately went in. Despite of going in fast, i waited for 1 hour. HE replied me finally. I thought he is coming soon but he didnt. Even he came, jus talk to me for awhile and left home. I was alone facing this pain. After the operation, i thought he will look for me. But i called him and he was still at home. He doesnt want to meet me at all.
I felt insecured, i need him now but he wasnt here beside me. In despite of thinking so much, i tell myself. My guardian angel need to rest too, i have to face some problem independently. So i decided to stand out and bear the lonely pain. I let my guardian angle a off day.
HE said he love me, but he doesnt show it to me.
I am still learning not to rely on him.
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