
many weeks had passed, finally i have time to blog here.
Besides having attachment in school from 9am-5.30pm, my group came up with different events to relieve our stress. We went badminton, play restuarant city, play maifa wars and excerise every morning. Hahas.. Its fun, that we eventually took down videos and share. Lots of laughters in the lab. No slience unless we are sleepy.
Since vesak day, i had not seen boyboy for a week. We maintain very good communication thru sms and phone. He loves me alwys still.. however, things just doesnt goes well in me.
I tot i had given him enuff freedom and trust in him.
But today his father lectured me. He told me off, asked me not to be too sensitive and dont keep chit chat till very late. These were all in the past.
I had not been calling him so late since last month. Its not me bothering his sleep. I myself oso very tired, i normally went to bed at 11pm. Its him interrupt my sleep in fact. Haiis, i missed him alot. I wanted to meet him jus to chat more and see him. But why?
His parent does not like me at all. Or their approach were wrong towards me.
i know i am low confidence in real life, i dunno how much good i done. But please dont judge me from the past. I need encouragements, not lectures.. I need praises to let me feel tt i am getting better, not criticise...
