Its my unlucky day,
During work, i helped my colleagues to close deal. But my own brand do not have any sales.
My colleagues told me dont help them, cos they wont repay you back.
As i reached home, i wann to watch my show. Ended up no sound came out. I dun understand where went wrong. Ytd still alright. Haiis, den i downloaded halfway thru, my sis tripped over my power swtich and there goes my show. Black out!!
My anti virus wasnt working as well.
I am so flared up..
I am so flared up..
Why cant i have a thing tt last long with me?
Stress out!
i dunno why am i so tired these few days.
My eyes were worn out, mayb due to long hours of staring at the computer.
Not enough rest, is it an excuse?
Haiis, our company was about to ready for business..
Looking forward to this day is a torture to me.
I dunno can i b able to deliver best service for these students.
I dont mean to ask those foolish questions to make you disappointed in me.
I do not have confidence to face this, i am afraid that one day u may leave me again.
I do not dare to admit that i am your gf.
I cant believe that you will say; you love me.
Perhaps i can ignore peoples' opinion in us, but are you able to face the reality of relationship?Saying that i have to get rid of my jealousy, and trust you 100% . Can we have the sweet honeymoon forever instead of comparing in business life.
many weeks had passed, finally i have time to blog here.
Besides having attachment in school from 9am-5.30pm, my group came up with different events to relieve our stress. We went badminton, play restuarant city, play maifa wars and excerise every morning. Hahas.. Its fun, that we eventually took down videos and share. Lots of laughters in the lab. No slience unless we are sleepy.
Since vesak day, i had not seen boyboy for a week. We maintain very good communication thru sms and phone. He loves me alwys still.. however, things just doesnt goes well in me.
I tot i had given him enuff freedom and trust in him.
But today his father lectured me. He told me off, asked me not to be too sensitive and dont keep chit chat till very late. These were all in the past.
I had not been calling him so late since last month. Its not me bothering his sleep. I myself oso very tired, i normally went to bed at 11pm. Its him interrupt my sleep in fact. Haiis, i missed him alot. I wanted to meet him jus to chat more and see him. But why?
His parent does not like me at all. Or their approach were wrong towards me.
i know i am low confidence in real life, i dunno how much good i done. But please dont judge me from the past. I need encouragements, not lectures.. I need praises to let me feel tt i am getting better, not criticise...
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Spending hours cooping in the corner of that classroom doing our researchings.
With Low speed rate of internet, couldnt reach teacher phone.
Awaiting for every wednesday, what can i do?
Boy boy spent 3 hrs to lecture me; teach me how to be a leader.
He dont like me.
He dont like my attitude towards methods of dealing with my schoolmates.
He dotes me.
He afraid that i am easily bullied by people.
I had listen to his advice, planned some ideas prepare for the next weeks.
Am i really look old?
I am just in my own world.
I hope i am helping him and not putting him into harm.
JIA YOU!!
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