everyone was wondering; why this person is able to hold me for 4 years without failure.
Let me tell you,
Actually this person has his own characteristics which nobody have.
He do not show his true feelings to anyone else, included me. But i can feel it. However, i wish he could show out.
He has his own motivation of getting into a situation and nobody will able to persuade him included me. How i wish that i can be the one.
He treats everyone equally, either his parents or friends. But he knows who are the people importance in his heart. Am i one of it?
He has a weird temper, stubbornly deny what he has done is common to him. He has his own opinion which will let you believe that he is right.
He wanted to show me how hard he had been trying to b a "good man".
Why he has alot of girl friends and boy friends , reason is to be sociable and expand his network.
He is devoted to whom treated him nicely alwys. He wanted to protect me from harm that comes from the wonderland. He wanted to concern my situation and tried very hard to b there for me. But fate doesnt let him to do so.
He wanted to hold me tight so that i wont complain of coldness and insecurity. But he doesnt know when should he do so.
He wanted to let me feel happy everyday that he keep trying to dote me and play fun with me whenever i am in anger. But somehow different status tells a thing, which i will nv able to feel happy.
LASTLY, he wanted to get me many many good foods and things. But we are not rich. The most is to spend for each other. I wanted to share my weas and woes with him, wanted to have the same pair as him and wanted to capture every moment of us spending for each other.
But we have different points of view, different taste of senses and different characteristics.
However, we give in for each other whenever whom is in bad mood. But somehow this doesnt reflect on this person at all. The same mistakes had been repeated many many times.
I understand why till now i am still staying beside him because we shared.
I understand why he couldnt let go this kind of relationship because we went thru alot of obstacles and rely on each other too much.
I jus dont understand why i cant have a real time of true relationship tt is accepted by everyone.
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