Happy Chinese New Year, it was very tight on our schedule to pack all our things. In the morning, everyone was anxious abt what we are wearing. den i am stucked in my room making up. hahas, eyeliner wasnt a good one.
Final Procoi had submitted!!
Preparing MSA report for auditing...
CNY coming ler~
I have done my manicure and Pedicure
but will it able to last till tt day??
Hahas..
Today, boy gave me a shock.
he wanted to buy me a wallet.
AND guess what, Buffalo brand wor..
Hmms, we got it each.
i dont understand what his mind thinking about.
but i can sense that he want to commit his responsibility to me sooner..
the way he treat me is different.
it can be very bad, nor it will be very good.
perhaps he is moving on the track, i am very glad.
jus hoping that he dont be so high ego to me or towards family.
Preparing MSA report for auditing...
CNY coming ler~
I have done my manicure and Pedicure
but will it able to last till tt day??
Hahas..
Today, boy gave me a shock.
he wanted to buy me a wallet.
AND guess what, Buffalo brand wor..
Hmms, we got it each.
i dont understand what his mind thinking about.
but i can sense that he want to commit his responsibility to me sooner..
the way he treat me is different.
it can be very bad, nor it will be very good.
perhaps he is moving on the track, i am very glad.
jus hoping that he dont be so high ego to me or towards family.
Projects Projects... please GO away!!
today CHIONG procoi but still haven finish everything.
Tml is LAST DAY ler...
Got interview somemore..
Haiis, sians uh!!
Modsim lab test oso tml.. no open book. DIE LIAO UH!!
Left MSA project to be handed up before CNY.
Internal Auditing next week.. FORMAL WEAR!!
MIO presentation of website and Modsim assignment at week 17.
MLS lab test dun need use computer.
Dots, after CNY still got quiz.
CNY Shopping ~
weewee.. i almost get my stuffs thru this new year sale.
However, i did spend alot. over 300 bucks.
What i have bought;
*Punkstar top
* OMOSE vest
* Pierre Cardin Bras & Panties
* Gargia Hogar Bed Linen
* Venis Blazer
* G2000 Blouses
* G2000 Pants
* Sashay Black Shoes
* Cotton On Shirt
* Messy Bermuda
is that alot??
Not yet included, classic manicure and pedicure and belt.
hiyo!! all are my DEBTS Debts debts..
I need to work the whole month to save up and return back.
hmms, i will pray that my CNY angbaos got alot of money.
i have bought my black shoes, all thanks to him.
He's sick and still "willing" to accompany me to choose shoes.
hmms, well i had not enuff sleep hence i tend to feel flared up easily and stubbornly.
So i felt irritated when he provoke me.
I wanted to pick a pants for him.
Hope he will like it.
But he wasnt willing to try on.
he rejected almost everything.
i felt so heartstabbed.
esp beside me , there is a woman buying for someone; was very confident.
i cried when he showed me the frustrated look.
he said that i FORCED him.
well, so i still cant understand his taste of clothes.
Haiis..
boy uh, will you grant my new year resolutions come true this year?
started working for three days in Taka;
its a very nice job.
however, i dont have a comfort shoes that let me last longer.
hahas...
my feet was suffering since last week.
so painful.
my new year resolution uh!!
A black sport shoes and a blazer with "pockets".
i realised that alot of coats do not have pockets but a "fake" one instead,
haiis, many things to do this year.
my brain is getting old.
somehow will forget things whats happen before.
well. i should rest more instead of playing com.
hahs, i jus couldnt sleep well..
complaining my bed wasnt good, my pillow wasnt soft enuff.
haiis someone outside had more difficulties than me.
boy uh!! i know what dress code you wann wear during CNY.
i want to get it for you but i tried my best to match the budgeted price of suit ler.
Hope you will accept my gift..
its a sadly case;
after the project meeting,
i took my time to reach plaza sg as told.
but someone said not to meet there anymore ler.
Change destination to vivo
OK, i keep my anger to myself.
as i going to reach..
he called me and hurry me.
halfway thru, he gets flared up and hang up.
I reached ler, den i couldnt saw him anywhere.
I waited for 30mins, who noes he called me and claimed tt he was in control station all the while.
Haiis, both of us were in the high pressure mood.
We seldom talked.
until i start to shopps.
he gets tired and sleepy.
ok..
we are back to normal.
well, we went back home.
impossible dreams nv come true;
faded in my mind.
i wonder and wonder..
who will be his wife?
who will has the rights in decisons?
His mum or Himself??
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
a brand new year comes;
new year resolutions made,
we exchange our wishes upon the countdown.
hoping to grant each other wishes.
does he able to ?
no matter what he done his best.
i made my best to smile~
we spend over his house with his family,
it is the most simple and ever.
having a dinner and shopping night market.
He hold my hand and his mum's hand,
we walked together.
we walked together.
Feeling happiness..
however its just a for once.
he might thinks that he is lord.
mighty and powerful,
able to protect us from harm.
nevertheless, he afraid to be alone.
mighty and powerful,
able to protect us from harm.
nevertheless, he afraid to be alone.
will he admit his weakeness?
i watching him grow.
i still staying by his side.
i will jus wait.
leaving is only a matter of time.