TERM BREAK HAD END!!
hmms, early morning raining heavily, i went to sch to print that stacks of documents and waited for 30 mins. Ended up our tutor said to be mended again by our own documents not copyright.
Gosh, he shld say earlier.
Going home at noon, prepared myself to work.
Feeling nervous and excited, how's will the day likes?
As i went in, i spend 5 mins to search for that small brand.
And no one attend to it, AH!! finally i asked the correct auntie.
she was new too. she doesnt noe what to do oso.
But the stock had made.
My feet was pain, pain, pain.
i feel like siting... the day seems so long.
As the nightfalls, it turns cold.
OH!! i am freezing..
hahas.. whole body aches.
I am not used to it standing at a place. esp jus that two columns
Staring at the list. i asked some auntie what are the names.
I need to noe more about the bed linen is about.
OKOK..
finally its my turn to go home..
my stomach was starving.
No photos taken cos i wore my sis blouse which is very loose.
My black pants too long.
Haiis, nt nice. i shld get something look smart!!
Marvelous Cream
Guys and Gals will never thought that ; i was defeated again.
His sweet tongue slips thru my mind.
I couldnt understand why he cant get over her since she had given up on him.
He is the one holding us; afraid that we will get hurt.
Haiis, Forget it. Talking to him is like facing " a mirror"
He will shoot back me and became my fault.
Ok fine, i will just do my things and not bother his "freedom".
Nevertheless, i still hope to spend my time with him and share everything with him.
Is a Worth or Useless ?
Let it be.
We treasure NOWS
snaps our memories in my album.
Having great fun with my poly friends at Orchard thru Suntec City.
We exchanges gifts, and took alot of photos.
Had Gelare special offer half priced for waffles and Waruku Pasta for dinner.
So yummy!!
Reach T3 ard 12am, having christmas party at 1am. Meeting up with ex colleagues and current colleaggues, hmms wat a great event they organise for us. Managers had put down their strictness and chefs put down their hats. Everyone was in the game.
Happy birthday to Fizah..
We took alot of photos and i am one of the MS Xmas participater.
Gosh i matched with Michael.
Its okay, we enjoyed.
* i am pretty surprised and glad tt there is someone waiting for me to reach home den sleep.
I will remember by heart, he is always here for me. In case, i am drunk.
hahas, his worryness let me feel secured. However, this is not the happiness i want.
Let it be fated.
i had chosen to be evil witch; i have no choice.
He doesnt realised what he has been doing.
it's unacceptable.
I cant take it anymore.
i cant tolerate again.
this have been so long and repeated so many times.
will i still choose to remain quiet let it him be.
NO WAY!!
i know him inside out,
he do so..
he noes that i will forgive him and love him more.
but he still hurting me..
i screamm at him..
i wish to cry and kill myself.
how could it be my fate?
people who makes friends with him; he....
friends are good to play but bad to loyal.
he wont have anymore trustful friend.
cos i left.
and i will lose him forever...
i dun wan to see him again.
something happened.
no turning point for me,
it's been done and this leaves a mark in my background.
he choose not to trust in me.
do i have my own privacy either?
his opinion only he agrees; only he's right.
that's the end for me.
my trust in him dun deserved.
i am not feeling
dont tok to me...
Certificate of Up Your Service- for two miserable days..
I love drawings still.
hahas..
looking for him so hard,
it's coming soon.. our 1yr illusion anniversary.
will he date me out?
Not for errand or any purpose.
Jus outing to have fun?
Well pretty hard to do so.
He is not that minded.
I wan swimming still..
with him?
是我想太多了吗？
i felt lonely, he still rmb that he said to quit.
But he havent called to interview.
haiis, i am tired.
We are jus business partners.
he treats me jus a tool to help him on career. That's all.
His mind no longer have my " image".
but "MONEY", his minds are full of ideas.
I dunno what to do.
leave it to him barh...
it's sunday already, nothing was done.
no suppliers are willing to,
no ideas of what we can do.
doing my MYSA project, while searching for puffy skirt.
Hmms, should i buy or not?
Have to work part time?
haiis, till 6pm.
went to hougang for dinner with sis.
Gelare` pasta and waffle and brownie- total 32 bucks.
Very full. Herghs~
went to NTUC bought necessarities for home.
Actually for us - sisters'gathering.
tibits, icecream and drinks.
Hahahas.. waiting for the show.
i overslept ler!!
Never tot he doesnt go GYM again.
haiis, den went to his hse have veggie porridge.
he tok bad abt me to his mum.
keep pointing at me, i didnt.
i felt pissed. hate him.
i dun like him to do this.
if he doesnt like me to get well along with his mum, den dont mention abt me anymore.
then, he says all his logics again... MONEY MONEY MONEY!
he treats me like a dog.
my head aches.. i dun wish to tok back him anyway i am the one tolerating.
the more he want to show how right he is, the more i felt upset.
he doesnt thinks that i may be right.
haiis, went to look for wholesaler.. he trust my taste for fashion.
he begins quiet, till the time he wanted to start the first step.
i tried on a suit, A Set cost $70 plus. he asked me to buy.
Wa Lao..
keep pinch my cheek, so oily.
dunno why he still in his dreamland..
haiis, after eating that dinner. my stomache felt so cramped.
he going to meet his parent later on, so i will be alone soon.
so upset, he still bully me.. never dote me as b4.
his warmth turns cold after he left.
Reach home..
couldnt get out of my bed, that laziness of me was stretching.
Meeting project members at 2.30pm.
I am the first one to reach, followed by another.
we doesnt noe what to start, however i rmb what the teacher wants.
zhimin and vincent have their own ideas, i have my say too.
but i decided to take theirs cos i dun hav the persuasion to them.
No evidence or lousy english to take on them.
So my ideas were being overtaken by them.
haiis, so pissed off. I almost wann to show my anger.
Well, i really dun understand.
About 7pm, zhimin & me meeting waiwai at dhoby ghaut,
but she called & say she had taken dinner.
Yoshinoya 's salmon w/veg meal for my dinner.
I got a crave for icecream, but nobdy wans.
hmms, zhimin didnt get the right information where the correct place we going.
Ended up i took them walked from dhoby ghaut to Orchard.
They keep complaining why choose not to take bus either mrt.
Haiis, they dunno what to do. I took the decision, they nagged. Hahahas...
After which we went to mrt look for them, zhimin tot everyone was here.
Actually only two person were rushing us, DOTS!!
haiis, it turns out to be ZOUK.
OMG!! we can meet them here by taking bus straight.
See~ nobdy asked. Makes things clear ended up like this.
It was full, everyone wearing simple elegant dresses for ladies.
Men were disgusted. Hahas, i found my sec schmates and ite mate.
They nearly couldnt recognise me. Hahas, i dont like this place.
After drinking while playing guessing, b4 midnite i went home with another gal.
In the meantime, two gals had drunk.
I took the wrong bus. 6N and NR6 is different.
It takes me to another part of sengkang which is where his ex lived.
Well, i alighted at punggol and walked alone all the way home.
I am afraid to tell boy, and afraid someone may attack me as they walked pass.
i listened to my music loud, after 30mins walk.
i finally reach home. hahas, am i a
No more term test!!
Yeah~ i am so relaxed immediately, HOR!
this morning i am so blurred, went to wrong class to take test.
Blah, den went to one stop service lost my hp.
Luckily i found it b4 it was taken away.
Whoo~
went to T3 for lunch and chill out with my classmates.
Poeyes and Coffeebean. Hahas, we chat till 2 plus.
And i went to Arrival hall to chill with my ex colleagues.
Time really passed fast.
Hmms, waited for him end work den tgt went home.
He loves me still?
I dun dare to think much.
My
i didnt speak anything.
Trust ; Believe
i hope he trust me too.
i want swimming! Can i? Will you?
giving a miss call to him, its been hours i jus couldnt sleep.
Hmms, nervous about the term test later on.
ended up stomache thru the whole period of the test.
after the test, went to start on my 20 cent fashion.
orh gosh, my eyes are strained..
Haiis, we try to finish as we could b4 8pm.
Bought a bb tea, reach sengkang.
No fate; he oso jus reached home.
I saw someone familiar, makes me feel helpless.
Remind me of the past~
I am scared..
I dun wish to see this person anymore.
i miss boyboy...
i know you are beside me alwys..
received his sms b4 he went to work.
hmms, i am still asleep.
To think that i will be revising my test,
wont be able disturbing him in work.
Mayb after the test den look for him.
perhaps he oso busy with his things forget abt me ler.
Never thought that;
he called me after his work,
wann to meet me actually.
But i am at home,
so he dun wan to ler.
Haiis, is he alone?
I dun wan him to be lonely.
but afraid that i m naggy to him.
Well, i decided to study outside.
Hope i can accompany him barh.
i watched variety show since last nite till this morning 6am.
after that i get into bed, sleep soundly until 3pm den woke up.
had porridge as my lunch, prepared notes for MIO test while watching tv.
hehes, went to bath so fragrant!
Then, i went down to buy tibits & yogurt for dinner.
But i still have to eat that "cold cold" porridge.
SO COLD!!
den now doing picture editing for elaine's concert..
"TI..TI.."
A sms woke me up from dream.
it's only 9 plus am, dardar asked me qns.
arghs~ i am so sleepy still, went back to slp first.
"TI..TI.."
it's 11 plus, dardar asked me again.
i rest till noon den reply her.
hehes, mummy asked me to order pizza.
So we had our lunch at 1pm.
den i revise MLS, & touch up on my design.
After that, went to bath & changed.
It's 3 plus, i went to CP b4 meeting them.
I think i am the first one to reach.
Jess called me, meet me at Mrt control station.
KC came next, den we went to Hougang mall to shop first.
Dardar reached ler, we bought sme things.
hmms, while waiting for Peiting & Janice so we phototaking..
After Janice came, it's 7 plus ler. we were worried that we might be late.
Everyone was nervous, hahas.. I am busying camwhoring them.
The show starts, musics playing enhance thru my mood.
Hmms, not bad!! I LIKE THE CYMBALS & TAMBELLINE.
the show ended. we went for supper. Soyabean~
Home sweet home...
today lesson start t 2pm, i sleep until 11am den wake up.
I colour again my art piece, and eat lunch.
Faster go sch, on way big drops of water coming down~
haiis, starting to drizzle. quickly walk to the busstop.
I am all wet, hehes.
Reached sch, hand in journal and went in classroom.
Teacher tot i am not in his class wor.
Dots, this time i am with other grp instead of the same gals again.
Hmms, hope that is improvement in this group.
Well, i miss him.
YAO JIA YOU OH!!
den lesson end liao, i went to print my moodboard.
Hmms, not so good.
Next week have to print again.
After that, i went to AMK Hub. Shh~
walk around to look for party use, den saw Beganwan Solo.
Went in; saw oneh oneh no more liao so sad. Otherwise i wan buy for auntie de.
going for an hour lesson, be japanese girl during inter-culture conversation. Some are elderly, big policeman, bus captain and chinese boy. Hahas, den done our quiz liao, went home skipping the MODSIM lec. opps! go home faster do my 20 cen fashion and discovery journal.
My goody lecturer christine help me touch up on my silouttees. It became so glamourous.
Add on with my designs, i love it!
facing my good dardar, her tears dripping with stresses.. makes me so "WU NAI", i try to make her laugh and tel her this is the fact. Jus bother about herself jiu hao. She is jus
Reach home, eat longans and done my colourings. YEAH!!
now; left MLS, MIO. hmms~ jia you orh.
last nite he said that he will give me a call today.
but i waited till noon, no answers from him.
i know he is concentrating on his test coming soon.
Hmms, so supportive words gave to him;
same reply given from him after i send him.
hope he can sense my support for him.
haiis haiis haiis,
someone been naggin & naggin non-stop about china women.
its a miserable situation happened to my relative, my uncle married to a china.
She became very lazy and all depends on my grandmother.
She doesnt want to work, wann to go back to china. Parents and grandparents and aunties uncles were very frustrated, gossips all around since last week. complains about health, work issue and more more.
My head are in pain, noise buzzing around my ears. Arrgh..
Its not my business, as long as got angbao at the end of the day. I dun care my uncle want to marry who, vietamese or china or malaysian.
As long she dont treat me bad jiu hao ler, such as my second ah kim.
My memory no longer has this auntie ler, her arrogance and ignorance makes me feel so
I am sure my other relatives dun wish to see her at all. But family still blood & flesh, but pls dun affect the next generation. is it concern or pinching a salt on it? pls we can see in our own eyes, we dun need ur bad mouthed.
finished my last quiz this week, after lessons went for project discussion.
Hmms, Dreamweaver uh!! how to use you neh?
Event planning;
wedding rings, bells bells and roses~
boyboy mus jia you orh!!
I LOVE PURPLE WEDDINGS!
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