It was sunday wor, i tot it was monday.
So blur.. confused our leader and myself.
submission of procoi is today 9am. Hahas, i print halfway no ink.
Mus wait until tml morning faster print lor.
thinking of not disturbing him anymore, cos he having his test.
Me too. thinking that still have few more mths to go. I had done some of his presents liao.
Left those things only can prepare by that month. Hahas, cannort give too much hints.
Does he still reading my blog?
am i so useless?
All the while he doesnt need my help, but i am trying to do my part.
He admitted that he was in wrong, i heard him saying sorry that's all.
I know he wanted to matchmake the two silly boy & girl.
But he had already tipsy, he left me alone. Go around holding their hands, toking craps and logics. My heartbrokes. I wanted to help him reduce pain, but he rather ask others also dun wan me. I am upset, looking at him trying to smile infront of others.
However, he did asked me & called for my name that he can protect me, can send me home.
Right, he still wan to be strong in front of me. Why? I prefer him to be weak in front of me cos this is whom i fall in love to.
Only left the two of us, i couldnt sleep well till morning. Cos he felt miserable, head spin. So i gave him hot ginseng tea, put towel let him rest. But he every few hours will wake up, feeling wann vomit so i stay beside him see what i can help. Finally its 8am, he was slightly awake den he went home ler.
Finished my MIO quiz, scored 11 marks over 20.
Real bad, i didnt study the part that will came out.
Doing PROCOI assignment, researching is really making me dizzy. Especially the words are letting my eyes blurry... wooh~
Need to do my report and printing of my moodboard liao for 20 century fashion. Hiyaya! my picture is in my laptop. Gosh!! keep forgetting.
Also have to revise my MYSA quiz lor, testing on monday morning.
Sians~ of cos i still will watch my taiwan drama. "Pi Li MIT, Wo de Yi Wan Mian Bao, Bu Liang Xiao Hua, Wu Di Shan Bao Mei".
yeah Orgcom test ended, the ACM was so eerie.. only photographs, alot of antiques about western & chinese culture. hmms, den went to PS- spotlight lookout fabrics & trimmings. Our tutor was so nice, she explained clearly while i am searching for his items.. hehes, went to Daiso to buy some things. wahaha.. begin my preparations lor..
Too bad now pictures were so few..
today only attend two lectures. after that went home, feeling sleepy hence i slept till 7 plus den wake up watch ten brothers. Of cos never i can forget for tml's writing test. Arrghs, still need to go Asian Civilisan Museum and Spotlight. Gosh, so sian.. Friday still got another quiz.
All in mind are plans plans plans... i want to make it perfect!!
I very scared i cant do it well. Cos it is all by myself, hope those guys can help me out.
Hahas..
he's so busy till no time to chat wif me..
its alrite even we are milds apart.
hehes..
A noise erupted me waking from my dream, who was that! i felt so numb. It was group leader who came back from his grandparent funeral, sms me said that i didnt send him attached. It was 5 plus then, i am damm sleepy so i continued to slp till my alarm rang. First thing is send the file to my thumbdrive and be prepared to school. Ooh so tiring~
Upon reaching school, everyone was revising PROCOI test. hmms, my brain wasnt awake. So i waited last min try to absorb as much as possible.
Well, the formulas were ok. But for the theory, i think still can pass barh. Hehes, went home had maggie mee as my lunch. So hungry!! while watching tawain idol drama having a drumstick icecream.
Think & Think.. Pondering, DANG DANG~ a bulb lighten an idea in me. I know how to plan for his birthday ler. Hmms, due to time constraint and shortage of people i had to plan slowly and try to make it an success. Hope he hav a memorable 21st birthday.
Hehes, i accidentally realised his password, hehehehehe~ giggling.. so contented!!
Unbelieveable chance happens...
After many times of calling and waiting for his reply, i finally give up. Put down my anger and get back to my work. So i quickly research finished, start playing my Online game- Lunia.
Few hours passed, phone call rang. It was him, sounded very anxious. Perhaps, he wanted to explain why he didnt keep up. Hmms, so funny. Kekes, so i joked along with him not to let him feel angry too. he went back to work and agreed to meet me after his work.
So i got ready by 3pm, took bus to T3 and saw my ex colleagues were in a war. Esp john, fizah and newcorners. After waited for 1 hr, Cherry then gave us, our salary and said goodbye.While me and him went to have dinner at Earl swensens.
It was appettizing and contented. I am full so he was. Spent 50 over and what i get was a Mickey notepad with a ticket. I was able to admit a tumbler of candies in the Candy House.
After that, we went to NTUC buy some ingredients preparing to MASH nas up, it was his last day. So we went home first each way, and meet up again.
We went to Departure, he was so excited so i am. Everyone was getting ready- Eggs and flour. He held a box of cake with mixture of eggs & ice. AND there Nas' face got mashed, flooded with flour. HAHAS... laughters all round, but never never forget to clean up the place. Almost got caught by the cleaner or maybe polices. Hehes,
I can feel that he enjoyed, he nv regret making up the mess. Cos he knew i will be there to clean up for him. muahahah... As long as he is happy, but i still pissed off. hahas, the nightfall alwys the beautiful moments for us.
waiting for his reply while resting last nite.. when i woke up feeling so upset, he still haven reply me yet. So i waited till afternoon, finally he responded. Again sorry from him, busying again. he rejected my suggestions of goin out next week. Somemore comments till he really dislikes.. well, i have my plans. I reminded him to go work, in case he forget again but he seem to b frustrated.
Jus hope that i have time to plan for his birthday during my attachment.
Overseas? or other local companies or either in school?
The time is from 9am to 5pm. so sians..
Why he dun like swimming, i jus wan to bring him to the relaxation of the swimming pool. Got slides and spas. why cant he appreciate??
Haiis, so sad. I had finished revising my first module, do household and clean up my things. I wanted to start planning ler, however its too
Usually friday is a research day, but i did all by thursday and send liao. So after school, went home start my drawings. i am so proud of my portraits. hehes, however some edges like heels and face not able to express well.
Have to start my revision for term test this monday.
Which one shld i start on first??
imisshim...
mybloodyheartburning...
xinfuxinfu`
new hairstyle;
面对电脑不知该写些什么？
心里只想着一件事，
他过的好吗？
好久没看到他。
想念` 爱惜` 都不能
只好默默支持。
无精打采的我；无法思考
很想振作起来，让他对我刮目相看。
爱不可免强，一切由天命
还是人定胜天呢，缘分未尽？
Term test is around the corner,
not getting ready to be in the mood.
After that will be our term break.
Christmas and Counting down to 2009 is coming..
Who will b celebrating with me?
Someone is busying with his school things and something,
hmms.. cannot disturb him.
So how? ask him or let him ask me.
Haiis, waiting is a impossible mission.
but this is the only solution.
Analysis 1:
If i go with my secondary friends without him, he may stay at home feeling lonely or he may go out meet his friends or either he may join "her" gathering. Eeks, dont we will meet each other?
Awkward~ ANGRY!!
Hmms, later he will claimed tt i dun trust him. Haiis.
Analysis 2:
If i jus go with him without my secondary friends, den how will they feel, i am leaving them alone. So bad!! But i can spend time with him only. xinfu xinfu~
Analysis 3:
If secondary friends and me go with him, will it be good as ever? But me & him are not couple anymore, back to 2007 again. Sad!! later slora bf will come marh? if he does, i have shame on myself, couldnt face them. SO What we are loving once or mayb still. We are not anymore.
Analysis 4:
Spend these days at home myself. if he doesnt react, den forget it.
Please suggest for me, what should i do?
dont you ever have a dream of being a bride?
I did.
i wish upon the door opened,
the most important man is my life appears holding on a bouquet walking towards me. Lifting my whitely veil and looked seriously into my eyes. there you are; my baby. A kiss on my cheek, with applauses from friends and relatives surroundings. Proceeding the ceremony of tea, tears drippings while blessings from our parents and relatives. never forget that this man is still beside me, holding my hands, wipe away my tears. Bangles and amulets to bless us of happiness in marriage.
Once the evening falls, the church's door opened. Bell rangs...
Seeing from farway is that man holding
another bouquet with nervous looks.
Stepping on the red carpet as the music playing,
watching him closer and closer towards me.
He passed the bouquet to me and begin our prayers and vows.
"Yes I do".
After the vows, exchanging rings with a french kiss
as ending of the ceremony. He is mine!!
Brideman carries up the bride and walked throught the carpet.
That's the way, princess style.
Putting me on the car and
hope the next fortune lady get to be the next one.
Infront of families, relatives and friends, bringing theiir wishes and blessings. Smiles towards the camera, how happiness i am. Never never let go, this beautiful memories in my life; My husband. He will be the one protect me and dote me for who i am.
S.H.E - 安静了
作词:Selina(任家萱)
作曲:周杰伦
编曲:吕绍淳
专辑:我的电台 FM S.H.E
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中 属於我们的婚礼却成了
单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你你选择了自己 wo~
撒娇的 可爱的迷人的
爱哭的照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆
你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你
只剩下钢琴陪 我站在这里
梦想中 属於我们的婚礼
安静了 在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一场雨努力就有结局 wo~
撒娇的 可爱的迷人的
爱哭的照片里 曾经的 都是你爱着你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手
你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你
website: http://www.china.jqw.com/2008/10/05/72364/images/music.mp3
Friday is CCN Day, my class did not organise event so i went to help out dardar de stall- $2 MUAH CHEE and $1 KACHANG PUTEH.
I managed to sell 3 items thru my ex class mates and friends.
Hahas, I wait for D to come den buy his drinks to support them. Cos i didnt saw Sai or either Gordon appear at their stall so dunno which is theirs. Then i suggested them to change the method of presenting their drinks. Overall, they use my idea. so happy!!
Hahas, i asked them to support me too.
Hahas, i asked them to support me too.
I oso saw wei sheng, help him buy 80 cents biscuits den almost cheated him to buy for me. HAHAS.. I bought snow ice for 2.50 and 2 drinks for 3 bucks and $4 nachos 4 servings. About 5pm, most of the stalls had finished their products ready to pack. While we still have more to sell, so they bought home. Dardar, KC and Jess went each way left Elaine and me. We chit chat on the way to meet KC. Den we went to EXPO Food Fair, i bought sharkfins soup for $2, Tako Pizza for 3 bucks and Sugarcane juice for 2 bucks. That's all for my dinner. Kekes, After gossiping and our food. we proceeded to level 2 for shopping, i bought a heels for CNY. Home sweet Home. Meet boyboy after that, for my photos. Busy uploading till 3am.
Saturday; woke up at 1pm, washed up and changed. had my breakfast and wait for my younger sister to get ready. Ard 3pm, we walked to Cp. POSB had closed, so we went to Hougang. Reached the card replacement office to get her ezlink card. Then i brought her to the mall, shop for her shorts. In Hangten, alot of clothes were in a mess . I was like AUNTIE searching for short that she like it. Finally 3 pieces for trying, she looked great. But she jus took one, haiis so i paid for it.
Den off to EXPO, had our light snacks dinner- sharkfins soup, chickenpie, herbal egg and tuna puff. Then, we went back to the same SALE shop for her sandals. I choose the nicer one to match her clothes but she prefer the other one. SO i paid for it and we went to Changi Airport, i didnt know my card was insufficent, but i jus get thru without scanning. OUCHS the thing hit my butt. Then, we took train reach arrival hall. Get my salary and bought Caramel Azuki Frappe with alot whipped. Hahas, den my young sister was ignorant, she asked me some thing and tell me some when i replied she finds it very funny. She laughed very loud in the bus until we reach sengkang. It was 9pm liao, i went to CP deposit my money and bought facial things for 50 bucks. Hiyo, den she bought bB tea. Home sweet Home...
feeling something arise in my mind while thinking of somebody related to him.
Haiis, i dunno why somehow arose in my suspicious, does he tell me the truth only or he told another one frankly but not me. I felt so insecure.
Usually i do felt upset and miserable after he told me the truth but i really prefer that he tells me everything includes family affairs.
I did not
He still rmb what i need, though he is caring. But i hope he could do well in his studies and able to cope with his work. I try not to interrupt him becos i dun wan to give him stress.
I dun wish to see any misfortune happen to us again. ALl i hope this is peaceful.
i need to buck up; work hard for my studies. NO MORE SUPP!!
After my birthday week; everything went back to normal.
Assignments and Projects still proceeding, finish one by one.
Another one coming again, i am so tired and sleepy.
Researches making me mad!! ARGHS!!
Today jus learnt how to draw silloutes- models templates.
after that we have to design at 6 suits and produce 15 pgs of sketchbk by next wk. GOSH!
i am slpy now. My photos are not uploaded finish yet.
My mother & sister did not understand my situation, keep on nagging at me till i feel frustrated.
I have alot of things to do wor, i dont have time for their errands. Why cant they do themselves?
My Birthday Date with MR G...
Afternoon 12 plus, I had dressed up pretty nice & get ready all things in my bag.
First call from him; " Is your bag big enuff to put my worksheets?" My expression went dull and i felt angry.
" HEY ARENT YOU GOING OUT WIF ME and STill take that stupid worksheet for what. DISRESPECT ME."
Second call from him; " We meet at Cp bus interchange No. 86 there OK?".
Erm.. i am damm flared up, u shld come up to fetch me instead. or meet at the SHELL, which is more nearer.
I hang up very quickly, walked all the way to CP. my eyes were very dry, so i purposely went in 7-11 without telling him. He called & called while i nv anwered. Later, i went in the toilet had my lens wet.
I walked slowly towards the station and i saw him holding a bouqet, his whole body was perspiring sweats. SO funny, i am still in a bad mood. first i took his worksheets put it in my bag den queue in the line. He knew he was in a trouble.
He became very little mousy, making me feel giggling.. esp he holds tt big bunch flowers in purple. Not match him.
First station alighted at his old apartment in yio chu kang's wet market. We ate carrot cake & wanton noodle with sugarcane juice and grass jelly. I am so full.
Next station dropped at AMK hub, watch high school mucical 3. I spent 10 bucks of NTUC items to get the free ticket for myself. hahas. silly rite. but he got his motive too, we will see on later.
Third station we stood ard the railings where we can put our things down. He took his FERRERO ROCHER - 5 truffles. First one- a rose in the theatre. Second one- a better rose with no sticker.Third one - a fake ring without ends. Four one - a best rose in esplanade. Last one- a nice ring on my finger. We took pictures... 
Four station we went to search for Starhub centre, while looking. we spot some pillar with nice blinks blinks outside Centerpoint. Of cos!! CAMWHORES.. my private photographer insists to get a best pic, so we wasted some mins.
Fifth station reaching upon waruke de gohan. We ordered as we took pics of every meal. Erm, mine was yucks.. squid & octopus couldnt be finshed after 10mins of chewing. OMG!! i wasted tt plate. but i like my drink.
Six station plaza singapura convention posting of sony ericsson new models. I want W595 but i like W902. So which one should i get? Both are expensive. Hahas.
Seven station landed on esplanade roof top, we ate Mcfiesta's fudge brownie with vanilla ice cream. And he eventually slp over my laps while i am watching those couples alone. So i msg him, he finally got irritated by the vibrates. hahas, songs & voices from me while he resting.
So conclusion is i guess he had finished his duty of making my day jus for my birthday and its my turn to let him rest on me. OKay, so my duty is making his nite jus for his desire and its his turn to enjoy. Haiis, i knew the following day is our school day. but does he done his hmwk after bringin out his worksheets? Nope , i done for him.
Afternoon 12 plus, I had dressed up pretty nice & get ready all things in my bag.
First call from him; " Is your bag big enuff to put my worksheets?" My expression went dull and i felt angry." HEY ARENT YOU GOING OUT WIF ME and STill take that stupid worksheet for what. DISRESPECT ME."
Second call from him; " We meet at Cp bus interchange No. 86 there OK?".
Erm.. i am damm flared up, u shld come up to fetch me instead. or meet at the SHELL, which is more nearer.
I hang up very quickly, walked all the way to CP. my eyes were very dry, so i purposely went in 7-11 without telling him. He called & called while i nv anwered. Later, i went in the toilet had my lens wet.
I walked slowly towards the station and i saw him holding a bouqet, his whole body was perspiring sweats. SO funny, i am still in a bad mood. first i took his worksheets put it in my bag den queue in the line. He knew he was in a trouble.
He became very little mousy, making me feel giggling.. esp he holds tt big bunch flowers in purple. Not match him.
First station alighted at his old apartment in yio chu kang's wet market. We ate carrot cake & wanton noodle with sugarcane juice and grass jelly. I am so full.Next station dropped at AMK hub, watch high school mucical 3. I spent 10 bucks of NTUC items to get the free ticket for myself. hahas. silly rite. but he got his motive too, we will see on later.
Third station we stood ard the railings where we can put our things down. He took his FERRERO ROCHER - 5 truffles. First one- a rose in the theatre. Second one- a better rose with no sticker.Third one - a fake ring without ends. Four one - a best rose in esplanade. Last one- a nice ring on my finger. We took pictures... Four station we went to search for Starhub centre, while looking. we spot some pillar with nice blinks blinks outside Centerpoint. Of cos!! CAMWHORES.. my private photographer insists to get a best pic, so we wasted some mins.Fifth station reaching upon waruke de gohan. We ordered as we took pics of every meal. Erm, mine was yucks.. squid & octopus couldnt be finshed after 10mins of chewing. OMG!! i wasted tt plate. but i like my drink.
Six station plaza singapura convention posting of sony ericsson new models. I want W595 but i like W902. So which one should i get? Both are expensive. Hahas.
Seven station landed on esplanade roof top, we ate Mcfiesta's fudge brownie with vanilla ice cream. And he eventually slp over my laps while i am watching those couples alone. So i msg him, he finally got irritated by the vibrates. hahas, songs & voices from me while he resting.
So conclusion is i guess he had finished his duty of making my day jus for my birthday and its my turn to let him rest on me. OKay, so my duty is making his nite jus for his desire and its his turn to enjoy. Haiis, i knew the following day is our school day. but does he done his hmwk after bringin out his worksheets? Nope , i done for him.
He complains abt the realistic of bouqet but he bought it,
I appreciates him.
He took iniative to bring his jacket for me and he put it on me,
I lies on his warmth.
I appreciates him.
He took iniative to bring his jacket for me and he put it on me,
I lies on his warmth.
His perservance of making a Rocher ring for me,
I am touched.
I am touched.
He bring out his camera but refused to let me take more pics of him,
I am pissed.
I am pissed.
He remembers what i prefers but he choose my new ideas,
I understands.
I understands.
He chats sincerely when i brought out the past,
I trust him.
I trust him.
He send me home and say HAPPY BIRTHDAY thru my ears,
I loves him.
I loves him.
WSHCORPIO 20TH BIRTHDAY PHOTOS
Saturday, 8 November 2008 |12:32 am
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