Who to blame??
alarms never rang, realised it was 3pm when i received a sms as i am half awake.
den i knew I AM LATE FOR WORK.. i shld be in bus at this hour but i am still in my pyjamas.. haiis, mus too much of crying last nite tt why eyes couldnt open.. gave a call to mummy tt i will be late.
having a quick bath, changed & ZOOM to TCC. i saw some staffs gathering ar at table 2 den i knew they are doing paperwork.. OK i am starting my work. everyone was asking me why i oveslpt. so my answer to them was becos of ytd crying den eyes swollen. i noe it's an excuses but i really dunno how i couldnt wake up. proberly is due to loss of slp.. tt whys.
During my running of food. a few new staffs was standing at my corner. was trying to help me serve the food. OK i thanks them for helping me but i pray to god tt they doesnt know which drinks for what settings.. i made double moves.. while i made another trip while i am serving food cos they forgot to put setting.. So i am praying tt could they done their job finished b4 trying to help me serve drinks.. otherwise i am doing extra job for them.. no one is refilling the water for customers.. i realised only mike, fizah & xinya are doing their job.. the others was standing like dreaming.. nvm, drinks was half half done.. eventually i only can go many trips for tt table. haiis, i understand why.. i understand april, rohana & ah zhi feelings.i finally know how angry are they when i am doing my mistakes.. it's really hell.
finally i am released, knowing tt we are going for chalet wif gordon & gangs. hmms, but i promised boyboy tt he can work & go to his friends' chalet on tt day. so no one is accompany me lor. i asked D to go along.. i still persuading boyboy to take off.. BUTBUT, vivian told me some logics tt i shld listen.. yarh, guys need some space. And i dun understand why D is giving up his relationship to her like this.. it's a waste.
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