Dear Diary~♥

It was a boring thursday, it's all labs.
our tutors were "lame", hahas. cold cold jokes either beat around the bush to tell us wat she wants us to submit.
Whoo~ someone very lucky today!!
Very concidence, we were looking for our friends; happen to knock on him.
kekes, while waiting for bus to go hm.
my friend saw him but when i turned, he walked off ler. Two times!! visited by me.

reach home; so tired. went to slp till 9pm. i tot it's morning ler, abt to bath. realised it was still night. hahas. watching shows now.

*looking forward our trip to Genting with ~~boyboy~~; daydreaming during labs. cos i happen to see someone's oversea outing with her bf, so romantic & xinfu xinfu...

Hug Me ~ Kiss Me

Its my last day of TCC??
I received a book from vivian and a token from boyboy..

Pictures taken b4 i left,

Today, early morning make up changed into dress. ready for school, they tot i came back from clubbing. kekes, actually i am going later. So after my 20th cent fashion lesson, meet min min den tgt go Central. We ate Waruka Pasta, Mine is Vogole. I saw alot of desserts, too bad. cannort eat them, thinking of treating boyboy on his birthday.

We took alot of pictures, will be update when i get it. We went to Fashion Bar, it was very quiet nice bar, i drank Mango magarita. hehes, i saw my friend's flamingo Lambogini. They play games; truth & dare. i nv join them, jus watch them being forfeit. so disgusting & fun. hahas.

Hug Me ~ Kiss Me

two more days of working; i will be jobless.
Feeling so stressed up, wann find someone acc me for a swim.
But these days raining heavily, felt so cold without his warmth.

I am still couldnt get out frm his life.
His shadows seem to be following me everywhere.
So many memories that we had, singapore is jus tt small.
I asked for his promise and swears;
in the past, i wouldnt believe his every words becos there is no guarantee.
From now, i need to trust him atmost watever he says.
Believe him that we will have no secrets btw us, no matter is a beautiful lie or not.

Hug Me ~ Kiss Me

Spring Cleaning.. vacuum; mopping, sweeping??

water patches every way, wat if mummy angry saw me; wat i had been.

Later going work. so tired..
I met with two incident which cause me to shiver~
first- given wrong bill; went to NTUC search for the customer
second- too much orders; no time for settings

Haiis, it was trembling. he came down early, i dunno how to face him infront of others.
Am i going to be vicious or virtuous?
i tot he intend to be quiet all the way, nv tot he sent me home. That's all.

Hug Me ~ Kiss Me

Projects !!

Projects !!

Assignments...

This week starting will have alot of briefing on groupings and project assignments.. We have not really touched on the topics, in our whrilling heads felt confusion. haiis, i am very very glad that in all my groups dont have CMI person. hahas, my greatest relief~

Going to AMK hub see my beautiful HP, check the prices and faster grab the one i like!! this time i wont wait anymore.. Yippee!!

Anyone going International Building Halloween with me?

Hug Me ~ Kiss Me

it's third day of sch. raining heavily, luckily i got a jacket with me. Today i finally stepped into fashion industry. i took cds, 20th century fashion. talking about different era through the century. remember when first how queen & king dressed like? big fluffy dress, corset and full winded hairstyle. till now modern famous designers eg; coco chanel, prada... etc. I will learnt more and began my drawings soon. hoped to see my results, design my own wedding dress is my dream.

Then, i accompany dardar to PS, she wants to get something for their 2nd anniversary. So we shopped for abt 1 hr looking for what she wants; heart shaped box, lunch box, gift wrapper with heart shaped. haiis, to me as a heartbroken soul is a disaster and annoyed. Well, i am jus pretty irritated abt their preparation of 2nd anniversary. I saw a gift card which once received from him for valentine day. do he really bought from here? hmms, the pen holder is from here!

Filled with babypoohs`

Dont think of him ler`

Having pastamania`Vongole

Terawasa tori spag`

i wann~

After tt, i proceed to t3a meet up my cheerful cherry manager who is leaving to her hometown. i sent her halfway at T2. hmms, can i wait for him? nope we are over.

Hug Me ~ Kiss Me

Once stepping into my sch; i got a sudden urge of not going to sch. i dont wish to face those fellow classmates whom i break my promises to. cos i dunno what to say to them.
the first person i met, followed by the rest.. the only thing i can do is smile =)

Felt so helpless, wann tok more to other group of friends..
but they dont feel like entertaining to me.. hmms, first lesson begin.

Den we proceed to appeal cds centre.

Second lesson starts, lecturer begins his talk ler, i couldnt catch up.
ard 1pm, i ate my lunch alone. bought lunch for sisters.
Back home. fell aslp immediately, guess i was tired.. i jus wan to slp as much as i dun wish to wake up. Becos i dunno how to face this world, without his guide.

** if i were to organise anything, the important first person to be with is definitely you. but ur first time in chalet tt u organised is not for me.. Should i get angry or i dont have the rights to angry with you. I should understand you?

Hug Me ~ Kiss Me