today i felt very sians, only three staffs on floor. not used to it, den i feel that i am inferior to others. i sense pressure cos mummy, april, ah zhi very fast worker. den i react very slow, i scared gav problems to them. i tried to help as much as possible. den later Nisa came, she is fast oso, very automatic. I think i become very lazy ler, true!! i rely on the new staffs too much. tt's why i make mistakes even i am here for six mths ler.In my mind, i jus pondering how to quit nia. hehes, no mood to work lor. my responsibility is still in TCC so i have to finish.
Abt to end work, i told Nisa tt i noe abt the chalet. but i didnt tell her tt i am gel's ex. haiis, forget it, i dun wan to mention abt him anymore. i dun wish to understand him or give in to him ler. Then, i oso wont go for the chalet. reason is i dun wan to see him with other gals' colleagues happy happy. I jealousin marh.. haiis, haiis, haiis, facing vivian. i wann to tell her more abt someone. but i scared she hurts, cos i sense gordon worrying abt something. haiis, i dun wan to keep secrets leh. cos i rather tell her first than other ppl say, so i told her abt the apron incident. actually i wann to tel her tt someone is afraid of into relationship again. but but but, i not good in words. i dunno how to start with. so so i keep quiet. And choose to tell her abt my blog. so she can read everything thru here. but i hope" vivian, u can understand wor!"
Then lastly, i wan to tell is - vivian uh, u can consider gordon be the next one orh. unless ur sis is interested. hehes, we all OK de. someone wont have any comments.
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