today jus woke up for a lesson starts at 9am. Oh what a tiring day, i slept at 2am last nite & i woke up at 7am. Huuu~ i dragged my whole body to attend the last lecture of the wk. Guess what, the lecturer taught us which is not in the notes he gave us. Expect us to go library & search for the supp paper in last yr. Oh man... Then jus for an hour that's it. You may leave..
Gosh!!
den i was slping all the way home & immediately lie on the bed without changing into pyjamas. All the way to 1pm. AS i woke up, i was in slow motion have my mantous & OJ while watching MV of Yoga lin & prepared to work. Haiis, the whole day was terible not mine luck, it's totally a bad one to me. And i was lectured by ASM who keep saying i am already not a trainee. Hmms, of cos everyone will make mistakes. Though it's not first time, but there bout to have second time once in a blue moon marh. Rite?
den she put me in section A which is standing in front tgt wif runner,cashier, host & bar. So i was the only chinese race there. i feel so Anti. However, i try to get along wif them but alwys speak in malay. SAYANG AHU TATAHU.. And keep laughing, which makes feel tt they are toking abt me. I know they are joking abt something but they are too noisy lar.. imagine ASM oso like tt, but towards me, she turn another face become so strict and slightly bias. Why? i tell you.
for the schedule uh, i wann 12-8pm. she say where gt this time slot in public holiday but she gave to someone who is a malay at 6pm to 2am. What is the time slot then? HEllo.. pls be fair!!
Then i gave wrong table bills, cos i was not alert. She asked me to pay for tt table i gave wrong. But she forgive & void for the someone. hmms, actually i dun rmb i gave the wrong table b4. So this is my first time oso. But she thinks tt i had several mistakes couldnt count end. So determind tt all are not the first time ler.
Gosh!!
den i was slping all the way home & immediately lie on the bed without changing into pyjamas. All the way to 1pm. AS i woke up, i was in slow motion have my mantous & OJ while watching MV of Yoga lin & prepared to work. Haiis, the whole day was terible not mine luck, it's totally a bad one to me. And i was lectured by ASM who keep saying i am already not a trainee. Hmms, of cos everyone will make mistakes. Though it's not first time, but there bout to have second time once in a blue moon marh. Rite?
den she put me in section A which is standing in front tgt wif runner,cashier, host & bar. So i was the only chinese race there. i feel so Anti. However, i try to get along wif them but alwys speak in malay. SAYANG AHU TATAHU.. And keep laughing, which makes feel tt they are toking abt me. I know they are joking abt something but they are too noisy lar.. imagine ASM oso like tt, but towards me, she turn another face become so strict and slightly bias. Why? i tell you.
for the schedule uh, i wann 12-8pm. she say where gt this time slot in public holiday but she gave to someone who is a malay at 6pm to 2am. What is the time slot then? HEllo.. pls be fair!!
Then i gave wrong table bills, cos i was not alert. She asked me to pay for tt table i gave wrong. But she forgive & void for the someone. hmms, actually i dun rmb i gave the wrong table b4. So this is my first time oso. But she thinks tt i had several mistakes couldnt count end. So determind tt all are not the first time ler.
HAiis,, so at this moment of nowhere. She came to me and tell me nicely of facing circumtances. Hmms, i can say i had thought b4 as what she suggested. JUS that, u really cant predict tt the customer wan to have their drinks to serve later unless the request marh. If everything need to ask them wann serve which first. There bout to long queue of waiting. well, i dun care. After this, i notice tt those malays are guessing what i told the chinese gals. HAhas, actually i am honest person. i said what it is really happen. i dont add anything to it when i say. of cos we are not gossip abt who. I jus say my feelings abt the things tt happen to me.
at times, i REALLY feel that i shouldnt work here anymore. i cant take it being an middle man who is doing as a gd but seen as a bad. i felt so tiring helping each of everyone say their own opinions. who will help me to say my strengths? i jus know she is trying to make me stay back. so far, i am the only can do the work. but she is putting a high expectation on me expecting me cant have any mistakes. OH man.. i am under stress. i dont wannt depressed.
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