hmms, last nite i didnt slp well. COS i had a bad nightmare, i keep mumbling of the script for tml presentation. But i dunno why, the more i reading in my mind, the more i heard sounds coming from nowhere. Then, finally get into slp. But not even a hr, i woke up from my dream. I felt so uneasy and heaty. I get up and went back to slp again. At this moment, how much i wann to call that guy. I know i cant rely on him anymore. He himself cant even takecare, where gt time to bother abt me. rather get disappointed, i decided to went into my sis bedroom. Whoo~ thought abit afraid at the moment but at least it is more cooling. Cos air con marh. Koonning...........
As the alarm rang, i dun have enuff slp wor. My backaches & feeling wann to slp more. Haiis, presentation day again. this time is marketing. Well at first i tot it was easy to pass thru. But i nv tot tt when it was really my turn to speak out, it become very stutter. My bad habit again!! er erm uh, all came out.. Haiis, sians. The teacher still spotted out our efforts in doing the presentation. AS to say, it's badly done too briefly ler. WHO DONE IT? Ms Ng zhimin. what is she doing, of cos all the while i am the one who says. haiis my fault? Well that's it. I jus feel that my responsible is so heavy. everything all relies on me. Actually i hope to b a follower than a leader sometimes. I dun like to be in stress esp the burden is too heavy for me to carry. And that's why immediately i went home and put down everything jus prepare for my work later.
As the alarm rang, i dun have enuff slp wor. My backaches & feeling wann to slp more. Haiis, presentation day again. this time is marketing. Well at first i tot it was easy to pass thru. But i nv tot tt when it was really my turn to speak out, it become very stutter. My bad habit again!! er erm uh, all came out.. Haiis, sians. The teacher still spotted out our efforts in doing the presentation. AS to say, it's badly done too briefly ler. WHO DONE IT? Ms Ng zhimin. what is she doing, of cos all the while i am the one who says. haiis my fault? Well that's it. I jus feel that my responsible is so heavy. everything all relies on me. Actually i hope to b a follower than a leader sometimes. I dun like to be in stress esp the burden is too heavy for me to carry. And that's why immediately i went home and put down everything jus prepare for my work later.
Arghs, i am back from work. Normally thurs is not a crowded day doing barista. but i dunno why today what's going on. Four to six to nine glass in a row. I was struggling like mad. Luckily my ASM help me with the drinks tt i couldnt made it. Within an hour i make about 15 glasses non-stop leh. Oh man, and i accidentally spilled the frappe base in the fridge, oh dear. I had to take out everything & clean up the mess while there drinks waiting for me. I was anxious. However, my colleagues were encouraging me no to lose confidence.
Franking speaking, i dunno why after presenting my ppt and doing the bar. I had totally no confidence in it will success. Totally none. Perhaps everyone is pouring water on me. none of them is praising me, seeing me like a pest. Haiis, well it's because of my words not clear or really my taste of clothes is damm "special".
Hahas, the creepy arrogant guy named of DOUGLAS which will makes my day high, today suddenly criticize on my taste of clothes. HEY hello, this is what i like. Doesnt matter match or nort. as long as i feel comfortable. Imagine you went for work, still had to bring ur gown & heels to change after work. OH man!! only he will. I jus change a tee & listen to my headset which is red in colour. He said i am a very strange girl of wearing clothes. Yarh, FINE!!
after thinking i feel tt if it is true, den the one who have been tolerating my taste & still insist that this is my style. He mus be very miserable going out wif me barh. Haiis Bullshit lar.
Hahas, the creepy arrogant guy named of DOUGLAS which will makes my day high, today suddenly criticize on my taste of clothes. HEY hello, this is what i like. Doesnt matter match or nort. as long as i feel comfortable. Imagine you went for work, still had to bring ur gown & heels to change after work. OH man!! only he will. I jus change a tee & listen to my headset which is red in colour. He said i am a very strange girl of wearing clothes. Yarh, FINE!!
after thinking i feel tt if it is true, den the one who have been tolerating my taste & still insist that this is my style. He mus be very miserable going out wif me barh. Haiis Bullshit lar.
U see the scar on my wrist? that was accidentally cut by nowhere while doing my drinks. Actually it bled, but now okay ler. haiis, i really think i should buy insurance here. I am not the first one to get cut wor.
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