hmms, finally the schedule is over, i am relax. BUT BUT my pictures not yet back. so0bs,, how?
haiis, today i felt heartbroken. my junior boy walked off in front of me and that's the end. OMG!! so disappointed, he really cant make his promises. being so imature, nv think of consequences. haiis, what is he thinking abt?? i dunno. hmms, i jus being soft hearted wann help them marh.. Nv appreciate it oso nvm, but they dun trust in me leh. haiis. i oso dun understand why mummy insisted to ask him changed. Haiis!! haiis, haiis,

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blurry image of me & a fish

Me & Elaine
I am in underwater world

Our grp photo
U see BIG FISH behind me? Japanese GIANT spider crab
jelly Jelly fish
Coloured jellyfish

We went to Sentosa, having picnic wif ailing & her friends. It's an outing for janice, celebrating her birthday. hahas, we have alot of fun & excitement. yippee!! we took alot of pictures. Sorry to say, i accidentally deleted my pics when i am editing. Opps~ i am really so upset that how come i cant find it. Gosh!! where can i restore my memory card?
ANYONE HELP!! PLS~~~
My dolphins are inside, oh man. my beautiful pics.............................................
I touched the stringray!! it's soft. hahas, so funny. den we ate alot. i love brownies and agar agar, jessica & her bf made sandwich for us oso very unique, nice taste. After that, getting darker. we went back to vivo city- food centre to eat dinner. Opps, my bursary. i asked my sis to help me take. HAHAS!! den i eat Hokkien mee. wif lychee juice. sweet~ i am tired. my eyes are drying...
Haiis, tml is another busy day.




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this week , i am fully packed schedule. Arghs!! i really dun have time to take a rest. i had been running frm a place to another. why?? main reason is i dun wan to hurt between friends or colleagues relationship. i try my very best to Squeeze in my time slot for them as i could. all i hope is i dun wan them to be angry wif me. I wanted to be their bossom friend. Frankly speaking, since i am broke up wif my bf after, i felt lonely & depression. I dun like this feeling at all. Abit of happiness oso dun have, that is why i become to be crazy , cheerful, everything oso OK. i dun wish to reject a single thing. I dun wan to miss anything out. " u say i break my promise, but i really do my best". This is alwys the excuse i gave to him. To me, i really dun care abt how he thinks, cos he is the first one who break his promise. i dun wish to say or explain anything since he didnt really listen or understand how i felt. mayb he understand but he still wann me to stand for myself. Haiis, what for? i am already no meaning standing for myself when i am fully hurt by a guy i love so much. i had given up, everything. I left wif friends, that's all. I began start to share my weas & woes wif my fellow mates instead of him. Why?? At least my friends noe my heart is a broken pieces..
I am the one who is givin in to them, they actually oso try to fit in my slot. I thanks them; appreciated.
But this guy, is still very selfish. Expect me to thank him & appreciate him when he done things for me. Ok, so did he thank me or even appreciated b4 i say something?

又有谁能体谅我呢?

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YEAH YEAH!! Left 1 more paper, after exam i met dardar go Jurong CPF there for interview. Before that, we had our breakfast cum lunch. So full!! den we went all the way to Jurong. I asked for vanilla ice blended. Weee~ so so sweet. den go up, had our particulars written den had a talk with MR joshua. OK! next we went to IMM..
We waited at the staircase for the shuttle bus... we chat chat~
den the bus came, we alighted. dardar very excited!! it's her first trip wor. I brought her ard.


Den we saw a water playground, we took some pictures. of cos we go the dry one.

Hehes, naughtii of us playing the roll roll..


Dont' hesitate! this is me~ uh, ya i noe i am fat..


under the whrilling ~



dardar is under balancing..



I am also balancing!


our reflections

Combo 1- Long John silver


Grilled Chicken wrap!!

After our lunch cum dinner at Long John Silver, we proceed to shopping. We passed by a shop named Celeste. We saw the same dress tt we saw at bugis. I wanted it, dardar asked the price. It's cheaper than b4. OMG!! my heart began to have a string of hope. HAHAS!!
I nv tot dardar willing to buy it for me as birthday present which is nov leh. OH man, i cant believe it!! so we tried tgt. And finally ta`daa~ i gt my FIRST birthday present frm dardar. YEAH!! so happie, i am keeping giggling all the way to bus inter and we took bus 51 to hougang. she alighted at bugis. I sat until my butt aches, i mean cramped..hehes.. I love it!!


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today very tired wor, so rushing whole day. starting from morning i woke up at 7am, still feel slpy den grab myself to sch. i think i am too nervous ler, wann go toilet. hahas, den finally reach sch de toilet den gt into cls. get ready for exam, start ler!! when i wan to use the calculator suddenly cannort use wor. i begin to scare, anxious? nope i calm down. hehes, i reset reset...
Finally it works oh!! hehes, den exam end ler. i meet dardar, we going to gif peiling a surprise wor!! buy a cake for her.. let's see the pictures!!

Peiling birthday cake!!











After that, i went home stucked in front the tv. until i almost late. opps, i keep say sorry to mummy. hahas, she like my teacher, tell me the USP of the menu. very long. but some points nv tell. hehes, after tt we take pics, very funny wor. tonite is a very busy day. hoho... i dunno how to pronounce the name of the dish lar...

This is my Rohana Mummy; ASM & ME!!
Everybody spotted this cute gal?? Her name is AH ZHI
Beside mummii is my best teacher; April

Her name is JAJA!!

She is my junior xiao meii; xinya

The gentelMAN here is Benny; he is leaving us soon..... TO NS
i hope tt i can gather more pics.. introducing my TCC family...


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I AM SICK!!

I think i having a serious flu since this morning. i keep running out of tissues. HAHAS!! my nose is suffering from pipe breakdown that why keep running nose. haiis, so miserable. I guess is becos not enuff slp barh. i rmb i cant slp the whole night until the day breaks. i start to rest awhile for a few hrs den woke up to sch. studying wif my schmates..






My mind was full of hatred, i try to focus on study. however, i cant. that is all becos of someone who decided what he wanns, claimed that is for my good. but luckily there is magazine for me to read. alot of buzz.. and this girl is very interesting. she has a sense of humour whom everyone will laugh include herself. hahahs...

den we were discussing abt elaine birthday. she is so excited!! after tt, we went to mensa eat western food. i get a chicken cutlet. i am so full. den i noe i had ran out of tissue. oh god, on my way back. i feel that my nose starts to run. so xinku. i actually wann ask the lady beside me de, but i guess she oso dun hav barh cos i can see that she is oso freezing to death. hahs, what a cold day...

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SO WHAT!!

dont you toy with my feelings..
i dont understand why u tell me ur conclusion out of sudden.
And what's the point of telling me that u felt true love.
SO WHAT!!
u are giving up our relationship, asking me to forget you.
but u there toking abt "true love"??
did i hear wrongly??
u dont deserve love from anyone?
so u are saying i am TOO GOOD that i cant be wif anyone.
wat if every guy says that to me.
Am i going to be spinister whole life?
OK FINE...
i jus feel that we cant be alwys like that- like couple but not a couple.
I dont like to be in this situation.
After all, it is all ur craps.
i dunno what disaster u met? having agiated by whom?
I HAD ENOUGH!!
I AM SICK & TIRED OF THESE!!
so be it, let it fated. i dunno anything.
since u wann to forget abt this relationship. so be it.
Dont have to be a good man,
telling me abt dreams & goals.
SO WHAT!!
that's my problem. it's no longer yours.

u jus bother ur family ur business ur studies. u dont need to tell everyone u have such a silly gf in ur life. cos u are lettin them looked down on you, becos u gave up!! so dont have to be proud of it. u are making fun of urself barh.




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this morning, i woke up i felt something wrong will happen. dardar!! she jus quarrelled wif her bf. i dunno what's going on. ok, so i ask her what happen. den i went to changed have some milo. den she replied. she is going to break wif her bf again?? haiis, jus listen upon to the word *****. u feel annoyiing rite. i told her, i had left the hse. abt to meet her at wheelock place, she told me tt she is not feeling well. i dunno it's true or not. i jus sense that she is jus avoiding the fact. haiis, i wan to tok to her derh. but i felt being left out"they put my aeroplane". cos zhimin & her guy coming oso, dardar oso not coming. in my mind, i am thinking. I AM ALONE . there will be no fun in the training. haiis, what a bad sad day. haiis....
so when i reached orchard, went out of the exit. it's raining. OH gosh, i dun feel like going ler. am i going to give up? NO WAY, so i get in the mrt for shelter. as i walked, i saw adam!! my classmate. Hoo~ i have company ler. yeah, he brighten my spirit. hahas, den followed by huiyi, oso my classmate. so i went tgt wif them. we all nv bring umbrella, so walked under the rain tgt. i got the feeling of getting fever. No, my friends get first, they r coughing & sneezing ler. omg, so all the while we are tgt. this time, we are train how to carry 3 plates in a hand. also, teach us how to present the plate in sequence. means pattern.
as i see the time keep passing, i am goin to be late. OMG!! i quickly call my outlet tt i am late. when i reached T3, i am so so so cold until i freezing. sad, so sad. my feets are aching. gosh, i have to stand 4 hrs more. HUH and the time in working is damm slow. my ankle is going to tilt. so cramped. after i knew i am going to take the same taxi wif boyboy. i have a bad feeling..............

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finally able to blog what's happen today. hmms, we start from - i woke up eat breakfast(mantou & maggie mee) and a slip of volka and mineral water. after that i changed, it's raining cats & dogs. but i have to leave the hse b4 3pm. so upon reaching T3. i felt quite cold luckily i gt JACKET. hmms, den my rohana mummii whom is my ASM saw me wif a angry face. why?? cos she is very busy. sat marh.. i understand. so i sit down & wait. hmms, well. after getting my pay.

i went down to bedok take mrt wif dardar tgt go bugis to buy our heels. but dardar wann save $$ as she ready had one so we first grab a bite. [TAKOYAKI]. dardar wann go to m)yosis to see yvonne. hahas i forced her to stand there & look 4 her. but nv tot she came out herself let us see. hahas!! so scary, den when we finished eating. we got in to see some clothes. i like the skirt alot. but too EXP.. ehes.. so we went to bugis street and we start our spree..

after window shopping, we spotted some blouse & skirts & shorts. but becos today dardar is beside me. i felt everything is so exp. den i managed to get a pair of heel jus for $19. and we shared to buy a blouse for $13.50 each. hahas. Den we went to Burger king to eat our dinner. after tt, off to see more shoes & blouse. dardar saw a jacket jus for $10. she still pondering. OH man, den i saw a dress VERY cooling purple & green, is like casual sort for beach those kind. i wann to buy so i went to try. ehh.. came out abit refreshing look. hahas. is only $15. but cos dardar wann is only 10 bucks i hope there is a discount. But, i dun think so... hmms, den she took the leggings instead. after tt we went back to bugis street. i wann to see the other shop which has the same one. HOHO!! it cost $22. dardar held me away.


This is the pink blouse tt cost me $13.50. NICE??

see Dardar eat BK fish, HMmmms...

see I eat BK chicken.. cannort see the burger??

This is the closer look. OK?? very dry hor..

This is jus now dardar the BK FISH.. she put chili hot love inside b4 she eat.

LAStly we have fries & onion rings..


we went towards a shop dunno called what, it sells alot of tube dress & tops. i saw dress in a pink striped with two pockets. i love it, it is sweet. hmms, the staff asked me to try. so i went to try. den dardar asked how much. she say after discount is $33. i heard it, as i thinking "hmms, dardar mus b thinking very exp". hahas, warh!! so tight. but outcome it really suit me, jus feel abit too outstanding. i dun think i will wear oftenly. i spotted another PURPLE dress hang up the pillar. they claimed tt it's their new arrival. OK, the staff asked me to try. den i try lor, same price. this time. i thinking, i have to buy ler!! cos i wasted their time. i sensed it. when i walked out, the two staff keep praising me, " u look very pretty & nice" In my mind is all my pocket money going to burst. so i tried to get away. but this PRO SISTER, she pulled me and tell me alot of reason why shld i buy. making me so embarressed & awkward. esp when i asked dardar for opinion hoping she will say something but nothing out from her. i felt so miserable facing the sister. OH NO, i jus keep saying sorry & no. i really cant buy. i prefer tt dress cost $15. she said tt since i had noe tt price & i tried. I have no reasons to reject. Haiis, i am going to cry. so sad, how how. i nearly going to say yes. but i still see dardar beside me. so i insisted. den the sister very flared up. cos we wasted her time as they are closing ler.

SO sorry, i really like tt dress, but it's too exp while i actually can afford it if boyboy is standing beside me. he will asked me to buy instead. correct?

ok.. den we left bugis, and we are still arguing abt jus now tt incident.hmms, forget it. it's over. but i guess i hardly go into tt shop ler. unless i buy. hahas, so i alighted at kallang stat. after taking bus 32 wif dardar to take bus 80. hmms, so cold. so lonely. my mind actually still thinking wat if wat if jus now i really bought it. haiis, sians. den the bus came i sat beside a couple whom makes me very uneasy. they are touching everywhere. hiyoyo. thinking of this, it makes me remind of us. hahas, we are like tt too.
sians, den came beside me a ah bang wif his bro & gf. he sat beside toking craps & all vuglar words. i cant slpt well. i tried to be calm. he tok very loud & purposely take out his gf make up base to look at his face. Actting like gay? hmms, he made me feel uncomfortable. i am scared. i wann to tok to him nicely but i cant. gosh!! how how? i dun wan anything to happen, he wann to get into fight like tt. oh my god even the couple beside me oso keep quiet ler. I AM IN TROUBLE. he accidentally knock onto my bag. he say sorry , huuuu~ sweating.. be calm be calm until he left. warh so long. finally i reached sengkang, i missed him. actually i wann call him to fetch me hm. but i guess better nort barh. haiis. it's a cold day.


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after going out wif dardar for three days, now i am home rotting for two days. but i went out to study at least not bored. haiis, i know that i am confusing myself also. hope we lead our own life, never bother each other anymore. i jus felt miserable of leaving jus like tt...
this morning, i received ivan call. opps!! i actually missed call him accidentally. hiyo, my idiot sensitive phone. its not the first time ler. so he told me to play majong wif them as a birthday party. hmms, but i ask dardar to acc me. she went out wif her bf lor.. sians, den i reply back tt i cant go. SO SAD!! cant play majong, I WANT GO OUT!! i dun wan to stay at home rot. It's very heaty here.. i cant study well. how i bath many times, my body still very sticky like tt. YUCKS~
hope today someone can bring me out...

Yippee.. guess what, i went out with my two sis to watch movie." Meet Dave". hoho~ so we met at AMK den bought popcorn & nachos with drinks. Dunno why today eat alot wor. hahas after watching tt comedy and romance show. we went to eat dinner. so i share with my youngest sis. den went into the mart. i saw yogurt!! so this gentleman very fast. grab a spoon ask me to try. I was caught in the trap. die die die i hav to buy. somemore the two sis still say until i have no face. sianns, so i get a oreo yogurt with mashmallow. OK. den i gave the $ but forget the change luckily, this gentleman called me. den i saw ICECREAMS!! yipee. i wan BEN & JERRY. but but but, dun hav small sized derh. so we went to take bus to hougang. reach plaza, on the way to Kpool. too bad, we cant get in cos of the youngest sis by a yr sianns, so we went in to NTUC .


HAHAS!! we get tibits & wine, erm no no. is acohol. yes, wat we planning? MAJONG PARTY! hahahs.

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It's All About Me

Wshcorpio
Shihui
1988 Nov 9th
attached `to Chyemini
TP: Diploma in Business Process & Systems Engineering

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