I AM BACK!!
sorry for not posting quite a long time. Within this few months, i met with alot of obstacles btw my ex boyfriend whom he is also my lover aka my bossom friend. We did quarrelled, but the problem lies on the enthusiatism in making friends of him made me couldnt understand why he wanted to. Haiis, i admit that i dont have mutual trust on him becos i had been hurt by him b4 which made me couldnt get out of this shadow. i very very afraid to lose him, in the meantime i oso dun wish him to lie to me again. But he alwys happened to hide things from me. Excuses are: "I dun wan to see you cry, I know u will think too much". What can i do? What can i say?
Now i decided to leave him by all means, for all good. Cos i dun wan to get hurt when he still havent think of the right one. Though i love him so much, but staying with him while my effort arent appreciated. It's very miserable facing with him. Especially when i know, he make new galfriends. I will get jealous and worry abt him. He told me that he wanted to get rich, get a lambogini, get a condominum and a good life for his family. But he didnt done it. He still want his beautiful childhood same as other boys. Well, his schedule hor. SOoo tight, you know why? He like to drag drag drag... so wishy washy than a grandmum. Actually is not all his fault, his parent asked him to do these, do that. Actually the homework can be done within 2hr, but he went in & out his room. End up the homeowork is only done halfway. So he have to work midoil...
Now i decided to leave him by all means, for all good. Cos i dun wan to get hurt when he still havent think of the right one. Though i love him so much, but staying with him while my effort arent appreciated. It's very miserable facing with him. Especially when i know, he make new galfriends. I will get jealous and worry abt him. He told me that he wanted to get rich, get a lambogini, get a condominum and a good life for his family. But he didnt done it. He still want his beautiful childhood same as other boys. Well, his schedule hor. SOoo tight, you know why? He like to drag drag drag... so wishy washy than a grandmum. Actually is not all his fault, his parent asked him to do these, do that. Actually the homework can be done within 2hr, but he went in & out his room. End up the homeowork is only done halfway. So he have to work midoil...
I wish to share his burden, and i love to share my things with him, esp where i like to go. I love to bring him along and take pictures. I dunno this is love or used to it. Does he oso thought of?
Lastly, this month i had been struggling with projects and presentations. I am going mad to death, i dun wish to continue. Especially i dun have textbooks for the mid exam. oh my god!!
I just hope that this month faster go away..
I just hope that this month faster go away..
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