POOF!! After so many days of working, finally get to rest today. Hmms, still feel nort enuff slping. Whole body esp my beautiful eyes so tired. haiis, recently i been slacking in my workplace. Actually shld say stressing, cos my seniors put high hopes on me. They oso teach me alot of things. Sometimes, putting an act in front of customers esp to 'CHINA GIRLS AND PROSITUTES'. Haiis, this is called customers relations. No matter how tired or upset, u cant show them your temper. Then, i still having my 'da yi ma'. Giving me more stress & worn out my tireness. Haiis, spending money is necessary when comes to needs. I been counting & counting for my expenses, hope it doesnt overload my burden. Currently i wishing to buy alot of things- bag esp, black ribbon, heels and clothes from my boss's relative shop. I like them very much. So i count all over again. That makes me headache ended up couldnt slp well. Hmms, now i thinking carefully ler, i need to get a bag b4 irynn's wedding. Then, i wait till i get my pay first liao den buy my clothes. I felt very angry wif this guy becos i jus merely ask him wann help me buy my bag first, he nv understand my situation properly and popped out all his logics to me. I am nort spendthift okay. I am nort materlistic oso. No matter i buy first or later, i still will buy right? Mus well nort regretting, i have it owned den wait till i got my pay. Then i put it back to my savings. Does it the same? Haiis, he told me nort to compare to others but he alwys compare himself and me. Let me wann to argue him back. Haiis, i shouldnt tell him anything in the first place. This guy very funny, after all his lectures to me. He said tt he will buy for me jus to return me something. PLS LAR!! wart for so unwilling buy for me and give me such excuses. Still say keep his words, OH PLS!! dont make ur own decision again. I will nort accept this kind of sincerity.I never do anything need him to repay me back. So wart for!! Those things i wish him to buy for me willingly but he never. Haiis, I hate his autocratic. I nv answer his call becos i dun wan to quarrel wif him. I dun wan to sms him oftenly becos i find it no meaning when he dont appreciate moreover he dont interested in me.
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