Ytd i dressed up nicely wann go ivan birthday party, but ailing was busying wif her rehersal. Haiis, while i called her she nv answer. So i went to orchard shop ard. Going there alone is real lonely. The eyes of outsiders looking at me, is so scary. As i looking ard for this guy's shoes and mine. I saw mine, quickly try & test whether it suits me. That's it, i bought it. However, i nv forget to ask for job. But the pay rate is so low. Haiis.
It was abt evening 6pm. I went to the bus stop & wait for them. So bored & nothing to do. As i listening to the music, thinking of him. Why cant he jus be frank to his feelings. Haiis, my face gets wet. this goes on, till 8pm. I am still waiting at the same place. I felt so sad, how come i am alwys the one waiting for someone in this life, while no one is willing to wait for me. So i intended to leave, but when i reach the mrt station. They saw me & pull me in the party. At there, wishing birthday to ivan. The whole sitution btw me & ailing in his party is so embaressed, very strange. Mayb most of them are his friends. Hmms, den we left after seeing his drunk look.
Trying to be fast reach back Sk, cos dunn wan him to wait for me so long. But he still gt the cheek to say, he wait for me. But he nv noe tt i have been waiting since last 2 yrs.
Dunno he still rmb abt the fireworks marh?
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