
Today wake up feeling abit headache, hmms online chat wif grandson den eat my breakfast. Still feeling moody. Change my outfit ready to meet my friend. Then it rains, i am thinking of him dunno he is alright marh. Haiis.
On the way, this guy call me. The way he talk me like he doesnt think he is in wrong. I wann to advice him nort to spend money. Try to think for his pocket money but i know he wont listen to me derh. So jus tok crap to him, who noes he cant take my jokes. Hmms, quarrel wif him abt the gals matter. Then, he keep thinking that he is right. So i tell him i cant trust him anymore.
After the parade over, i immediately sms him. Hope he can get here b4 fireworks starts. But he rather play pool wif his friend oso dun wan to find me. I felt so upset. No mood to go anywhere, so i walk & walk waiting for the fireworks. I tot if i were impt to that guy, he will rush over & look for me. I jus wann to create a memories for us though this guy is nort first time watch fireworks ler. But i really hope this yr, he can watch wif me and nort tt gal anymore. Too bad, the fireworks started. I was so upset that he is nort beside me. I cried. Then, when he is looking for me, i dunno why he dun wan call me. I realised, we really no fate. Alot of things is stucked btw us. Esp he doesnt know how to "ZUO REN".I dunno wart to do, jus wait for the day to come & see this guy's sincerity. If tt day is over, i will say GOOD BYE to HIM. And that's it. Cos he dun wish to treasure me.
