Going to bugis for interview, nv tot this guy wann go bugis leh. Hahas, I was jus on the way near his hse. Hahas, so went to meet jie yin. Haiis, the interview starts at 2pm. Hmms, so we went to shop ard see got any job anort. Haiis all wan full time derh. So sians!! Then this guy hor really making me mad, he dunno wart the hell i am toking. Diao, so jus ask him to go repair his phone lor since i am going for interview ler. Then after tt, quicky went to meet him. Haiis, this guy hor no more gentleman liao. Ask me go find him den turn back a circle again.
Hmms, we went to toa payoh to search for selling phones in high price. In the sunny hoty place i am fainting. And i am still beside him. Hmms, finally we sold one. Another luck at Yishun, we asked alot & walked quite a distance end up no luck. Hmms, this guy suggested to go home instead. Haiis, To me, of cos i will become gloomy. So fast have to go home liao. Dunno when can go out wif him again. Does this guy bother? Of cos nort, he is being respectful & tolerating his likings to me. Avoiding as he can, however i dun like him alwys treat me good when i am angry. I like lyin on him, i feel secure. But i understand he is NORT interested in me. =)
AM I REALLY A JINX? Do i caused my friends' happiness being crash? Take for example, Ailing barh. She had been with me for 2 yr plus, she is really a close friend to me. Well, she has a nice boyfriend who treats her very well. However, sometimes they do quarrelled. Rmb tt day fireworks, they both promised to see fireworks and very looking forward to it. But dunno why her boyfriend choose to stay at home becos he is tired? Haiis, this disappointed my friend. At tt time, i am happily wif this guy. Few days later, my friends ; jieyin , ailing & me went to suntec city. We introduce Donut factory to ailing. So she happily de bought the donuts & surprised at his bf home. At this moment, i was eating PIZZA upsetting wif this guy. while this guy never appreciate the donuts i bought, even have to wait for me to bring to him. Haiis dunno had he eaten them or given to others ler. So many encounters i met, i love this boy. I dun wan him to repay my gratitude. Haiis, he is improving and i am upgrading!!
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This is mine. hehes!! see my BIG necklace.
Friday 24th August 2007- It's Peiling birthday!! At ITE COLEGE EAST
Swee Ying's birthday celebrations in Orchard, Marine Sq and Suntec City
Let's view some pics:
This is mine. hehes!! see my BIG necklace.
Friday 24th August 2007- It's Peiling birthday!! At ITE COLEGE EAST
Swee Ying's birthday celebrations in Orchard, Marine Sq and Suntec City
Wake up, outside raining heavily. So big!! Haiis, meet ailing & jie yin at city hall. Walk for few hours finally get two jobs interviewed. Went to queue up for DONUTS, faster take mrt to meet this guy. Well, no wonder he wan to meet me. He rmb the Cheese Fondue. Haiis, it's all thanks to my calender barh. After all, i dont think tt wart for he rmbs the date, we arent couple. There's no meaningful to it. He jus wann to accomplish the task he promised. And then, I specially bought donut for him. HE NEVER APPRECIATE AT ALL. The main thing is HE DOESNT LIKE ME. He jus wann to see me happy, never bother abt the ending. Today i felt so sad infront of him, he still nv gif a damm. Haiis, does this guy know how TONG KU i am marh!! Since nort interested in me then better dont treat me so good. To think tt he is jus enjoying how i treats him. Now i even cant complained in front of him, wart for let him know when he doesnt like me at all. RIGHT?? Outside all my type de guys all gone ler izzit, why i am alwys de disadvantage one. So unfair!!
Went to sch early wann revise my maths but i am damm tired. Mayb due to ytd i couldnt slp well barh. Gosh!! Feeling abit nervous however, at this moment this guy send me a sms. Saying JIA YOU!! OH, it is the first time he wake up so early jus to send me a msg. Eh!! i dunno will he be going out later cos he said tt he had no lessons today derh.
After, the exam is so tricky and angry wor. It was already 4 plus. I tot he will surprised me by fetching me home. But two hours passed, no sign frm him. I dunno where the hell he goes? On the way as i called him, no one answered. Haiis, did he went out wif his friends again? Oh my, i dun wish to think. I am pondering what if he call me back. Wart shld i say, when i am in anger. Haiis. reached home, already 7pm, he still nv call back. Haiis is he slping tightly? hmms... I realli dunno wat will come out frm my mouth. Jus hope he dun call back barh.
This is my last day of revision for my exams. Haiis, never tot tt my family doesnt know at all. Even my sisters are so inconicderate, i am busying revising and yet they are watching tv. Now i am E- learning, they say i am playing. Ask me to find job since i gt nothing to do. Wa Lao!! At nite, the midnite girl study in our room when i am slping. How can i able to slp well. haiis, IT'S NORT FAIR!! I hate it. But wart can i do. Then i jus finish revise my business, wann relax. My sister say i interupt her. Hey!! Then, i am slping u oso interupt me lehs. RIDICULOUS!!
To think tt this guy doesnt even know i am having exams when he expect me to be patience wif him becos he is having a test. Haiis, this is the difference btw us. I still miss him when i am revising, while he can put down everything & studies. Even he is relaxing, he wont look for me cos he dunno anything abt me. While i went to find out his schedule, so that i dont disturb him. Does he bother to do these? SOBB!! I dunno does he realised all these, but he does or he knew wart will he do. Oso nothing come out frm him. Haiis, He dun have the time to bother abt my things or my feelings. He is busy hardworking wif his studies & money. I am jus simple girl who hopes who pines for someone that captured only me in his eyes.
DUDE!! whole day at home studying my maths & business. Hmms, abit brain freeze after solving numerals of equations. This guy was working while i at home revising. Hao xiang, story based on husband out for work and wife housework. Kekes, Stop imagine liao. This guy will slap me!! Hahas. Well, i tot he will call me while he is having break but i guess he busy chatting wif his friends barh. Haiis, To think tt i am so worried abt him. He works as porter marh. I afraid he sprained or injured. Haiis. Then, i went to sleep till 9 plus. Aiyarh, i missed out the children superstar. Sians, so i msg him. Still haven reply me yet. Haiis, den i eat curry crab, drink orange juice, eat ice cream. Until 11 plus ler, he still haven reply me or call me back. Haiis, forget it. Should know clearly, wart is my position to ask him all these. Sobbs!! I am pinning for hopes. And no rising stars is shinning on me leh.
Wake up in the early morning, ready off to SIMEI ITE. Meet my friend, peiling mama. hahas It was her birthday!! Hmms, abit slpy. Tired!! Reaching there, ailing's bad luck falls on her, cos her slippers spoilt. And i rushed to buy scotch tape for her. Then, went to meet peiling murmiie. HEHES!! I saw the handsome guy whom i envy for long time. He is so macho & blackie. We all call him MR blackie. Hmms, den i saw leon, ivan & weishen. After tt i went to buy noodles to eat. Then, I was thinking whether is this guy noe abt me coming to sch? Haiis, forget it.
It's raining heavily, i dunno whether he feels cold or nort. Hope he is fine. Cos he is strong!
Then, went to meet Swee ying mei wei & their god bro. I realised tt ME & this guy hor, jus like them. Although nort steads, but still so close & loving. Hmms, perhaps i dunno wart is called CLOSE. Haiis, but my feelings to this guy is LOVE nort like brother love. I am wondering. Then while they are searching for clothes as birthday gifts. I am looking for jobs. HAHAS!! never miss out single one. Though saw a few pieces i quite like it derh, but i think mus have enuff money to spend den buy hao ler. Otherwise no money to keep & earn interest. HAHAHS!! HE REMEMBER ME TODAY!! i received his worry smses & advice smses.
OMG!! After paying those bills, i realised tt i have spent hundred plus. OH, I need to scrimp & save & get money frm PAPA ler. SOBB!! So long nv work, haiis. Now still scratch head dug in my revision papers, hmms. Headache!! SO TIRED. I am struggling nehs, this guy gone lost ler. never meet him for four days ler. Will i survive till one week? After my exams, need to look for newspapers liao. Hope can find faster abit, like tt i can save for my laptop & next yr de school fees. TOTAL 2 thousand plus leh, dunno mus save how long. I still wan to go alot of places with this guy de leh. I wann go swimming, cycling, sentosa, genting. Dunno got chance eat the cheese fondue marh. Haiis, this guy still wann to go wif me marh? Or he rather work work work, get into poly liao den study study study. He still will dug out some time to spend wif me marh?
This guy wan to study; he still force himself to do things let me happy, comfort me when i am angry while he is nort interested in me. All these things i dun wan it derh. Sobb, why he never think tt being like this will make me feel guilty. Now become i am the one wishing thinking of my part to like him, to share things wif him. How about him? Does he bother all these, all jus do wart i say to let me happy nia.
THIS IS NORT I WANN!! sobbing, this guy is cheating on my feelings. Haiis, since he dun wan me to waste time on him. then why he still waste time on me leh?? HE WONT FEEL LOSE OUT BECOS HE IS A GUY? he dont mind gals come in, and he is enjoying in the meantime. So he can retreat anytime when he is busy. As long he is bored, he come & look for me marh. Even i didnt bother to call him, he might thinks tt i am busy. OH PLS!! i am nort like him; able to FORGET A PERSON even when having a break. Did he bother to find a time for me? WHO CARES? haiis, anyway no matter i cal him first or last. HIS HEART IS NORT WIF ME. He jus wann to success, get his first million. Anyway, i didnt do much thing to help him in success. I jus help him to create troubles. His family will thank to god tt i never look for him. Though i wann to be the one who supports him in his succeed. But i do nothing jus conflicts. Let this job give to others barh. Maybe i am the one blessing them, standing faraway frm their wedding church crying bitterly. I wann to advice him, slp early & eat less fried food. Fall down dont force against wounds. Be careful in future.
ARGHS!! i am so tired, i slpt till noon den wake up. Haiis, start my study. My mother come back nag nag nag, talk talk talk non-stop. HOW CAN I CONCENTRATE? Hiyo, den i finally done chapter 4 & 5. Then, keep looking at my hp. HUMMS~ NO SMS, NO CALLS. so sad SOBB!!
After bathing, i went to slp. When i woke up, again no sms no calls. HAIIS!! where the hell that guy goes. FORGET ABOUT ME LER ?? i force myself nort to call him until he call me back. But nv tot tt he is online. He still nv realised it. OMG!! after tt i went to friendster and saw his ex log in. haiis, wandering mind starts. did she ask him to upload her photos again? NO WONDER HE NV CALL ME. haiis, forget it. no matter how i threw my temper, i am alwys the wrong one. Cos now i am nort the one he loves or cares. NO RIGHTS!! well, let it be. HE IS NORT MINE.
Take it as giving this guy to the girl as a comfort barh. I dont wann to hurt anyone, protecting myself. I AM BORED, I AM UPSET. NO MOOD!!
Ytd he went to work, i was in home whole day. Designing our photos, my mind quite missing, It wanders to him. I wann call him, but his phone went SOT!! haiis, so i sms him. At first, i wondering will he go & watch fireworks wif his friend marh? Haiis, mayb got first time will have second time barh. So i am worrying.
Then i am waiting for him to finish his job, Nevertheless, it was about to midnoon. He still haven call me back. Haiis, i dunno miss call him how many times ler. At this moment, i was worrying tt he might went to watch fireworks ler. How much fear i am, although he is nort mine. I have no rights to interfer. However, he cant b like tt. Change heart so easily derh. I wann to believe him, but the way he treat me happens to let me feel unfair.
I jus dunno why, when he went out wif me. HIS PHONE ALWYS GETS CALL. while he was outside, I JUS CANT GET THRU HIM. is this fate? HEAVEN FATE dun wan us to get tgt marh? but does he really wann to prevent things frm happen or he jus let it be. Does he know tt he send four testimonals to his ex, while he didnt send a single one to me when he is wooing me. How unfair he is. Should i jus let him realised or tell him in face? Haiis, WILL HE BOTHER MY FEELINGS? when will he really do something for me without me saying or by iniative.
Totally no mood to study, though quite excited for the coming celebration. But dunno whether able to rush or nort. Until This guy told me tt dont need to count the thing ler. YEAH!! Now thinking wart we shld do later? Hmms, i dunno why today feeling abit uneasy. Is like things wont be going smoothly. Haiis, went to sch saw his ex. Feeling dunno wart to do. Wann tell him tt i saw her. Or get away nort to let him see her. Haiis, wart for? He will meet her one day in sch derh. That's why i choose to confess him. Hmms, but after telling him. I dunno why gt a feeling tt he is recalling his past time happily wif her. So stupid of me!! At this moment, why mus talk abt her. Haiis, on the way back. My mind is so whirlling & he jus act as normal. I jus dunno why ytd he can treat me so gd, while today he treat me like normal friend. WHY?
Izzit he dun wan let others to see or actually we are nort stead. Haiis, in tt case. Why he wann to hug me in the first place? Haiis, making me so confused abt wart he is thinking. I am trying to b happy but i really bless god, dun let him see her again. I dun wan someone to spoil my day.
While waiting for the MP3 retailer, i wann to hug him. Or u can say i wann him to hug me. But i know, this is impossible. Cos all have to see his mood, wart abt me? Dont u think it's unfair? For later part, i dun see he is excited abt the chance he is given. Everything still need me to say, den he will do. Haiis. My wishing thinking of my part.
Today wake up in the early morning, dressed up nicely. While on the way, i slpt so soundly tt i dunno i am reaching ler. Then reached sch, saw my friends wearing formal. SO pretty !! Hmms, i felt abit nervous, taking out my draft to practise. Lecturer is ready for presentation. So we start of frm the first person. My stomach very pain. Feel very cold. Haiis, why i am nort the first one to present? hiyo! then, i being to tense up when lecturer asked the next class to come in & look. OMG!! so i quickly present as i can. Finally Whoo~ i finished my presentation. YEAH!! immediately tell this guy. Hahas.
After eating my lunch, i felt stomache. Really pain & miserable, feeling tired & wann rest. I tolerate till I meet this guy. Seeing him, my pain jus go away by itself. Haiis, feeling settle down. But looking at him, i felt tt his mind is somewhere. But i nv say anything. In fact, i am being patience to him all the day. becos i dun wan him to get agitated by my stubborness. Haiis. wann ask him for his comments but wart he gave me is jus netural. Letting me dunno wart to do.
We are discussing abt being urself, dun need to get someone notices. As long as you are happy wif ur appearance. Yarh it is true. But i hope tt one day i really can surprise him tt he would really say out from his heart, I am pretty in his eyes. Pls bless me for tml coming celebration. It is very important to me.
Actually things going smoothly, i am glad tt he is improving. however this guy's temper went hot again. I dunno why he feels unfair towards his ex gf while dont he feels unfair to me when he is wif her? This guy let me feel, i dunno he want to be wif me a not. Or he is trying to make worst for me nort to stick wif him. Haiis, why cant he jus be straightforward tell wart he wants.
I have been giving in him so many chances, and yet he is comparing the way he giv in me. OMG!! does he knows all about wart i have done? I am trying to understand his situation. But does he understand my situation? I know i am asking too much from him whereas i am nort so impt person to him that he must do. But i am jus telling him how i feel. He jus being moody & throw his temper at me, expecting me to give in his way. What about me? Who cares abt my feelings in the end? He alwys choose to escape and nort to face me. This is why i dunno whether have he ever captured my looks or how i dressed up jus becos of him. God!! i dunno what i can do? mayb doing nothing, will be good for him. Being fake happy infront of him, will let him feel better. Is this the way guys will prefer to be? Where is my romance story' My Prince.
Ytd i dressed up nicely wann go ivan birthday party, but ailing was busying wif her rehersal. Haiis, while i called her she nv answer. So i went to orchard shop ard. Going there alone is real lonely. The eyes of outsiders looking at me, is so scary. As i looking ard for this guy's shoes and mine. I saw mine, quickly try & test whether it suits me. That's it, i bought it. However, i nv forget to ask for job. But the pay rate is so low. Haiis.
It was abt evening 6pm. I went to the bus stop & wait for them. So bored & nothing to do. As i listening to the music, thinking of him. Why cant he jus be frank to his feelings. Haiis, my face gets wet. this goes on, till 8pm. I am still waiting at the same place. I felt so sad, how come i am alwys the one waiting for someone in this life, while no one is willing to wait for me. So i intended to leave, but when i reach the mrt station. They saw me & pull me in the party. At there, wishing birthday to ivan. The whole sitution btw me & ailing in his party is so embaressed, very strange. Mayb most of them are his friends. Hmms, den we left after seeing his drunk look.
Trying to be fast reach back Sk, cos dunn wan him to wait for me so long. But he still gt the cheek to say, he wait for me. But he nv noe tt i have been waiting since last 2 yrs.
Dunno he still rmb abt the fireworks marh?
Today wake up feeling abit headache, hmms online chat wif grandson den eat my breakfast. Still feeling moody. Change my outfit ready to meet my friend. Then it rains, i am thinking of him dunno he is alright marh. Haiis.
On the way, this guy call me. The way he talk me like he doesnt think he is in wrong. I wann to advice him nort to spend money. Try to think for his pocket money but i know he wont listen to me derh. So jus tok crap to him, who noes he cant take my jokes. Hmms, quarrel wif him abt the gals matter. Then, he keep thinking that he is right. So i tell him i cant trust him anymore.
After the parade over, i immediately sms him. Hope he can get here b4 fireworks starts. But he rather play pool wif his friend oso dun wan to find me. I felt so upset. No mood to go anywhere, so i walk & walk waiting for the fireworks. I tot if i were impt to that guy, he will rush over & look for me. I jus wann to create a memories for us though this guy is nort first time watch fireworks ler. But i really hope this yr, he can watch wif me and nort tt gal anymore. Too bad, the fireworks started. I was so upset that he is nort beside me. I cried. Then, when he is looking for me, i dunno why he dun wan call me. I realised, we really no fate. Alot of things is stucked btw us. Esp he doesnt know how to "ZUO REN".I dunno wart to do, jus wait for the day to come & see this guy's sincerity. If tt day is over, i will say GOOD BYE to HIM. And that's it. Cos he dun wish to treasure me.
Today reached sch early again, on the way tt stupid jeremy forget to bring his hp, borrow mine to sms his friends. Hergh!! i dunno, wart he done to my hp, causing my sms to my friends couldnt send thru. haiis, so stress! so upset. Wondering around in lecture lesson.
Then after lesson ended, i went to find my friends. Lining up for the ZHANG DONG LIANG concert tickets, who noes limited worth stock last. LOL!! we couldnt get it. So we went to eat Jupiter cafe, hmms. Two troubled women went to orchard to relax, hahas!! off we shop ard for ivan present & jie yin's. Hmms, i saw some quite nice de. But i have to save lor. Unless it is worth it to buy. I am wondering if that guy realli rmb the ring i like, or did he went to buy for me? Haiis i noe that's my imaginary. After while, i rmb that bracelet that this guy wants. I am looking ard his shoes oso. ALSO MINE!! i almost get wrong person tot that dardar is that guy. Opps, so sorry. Thanks for accompany me to SAN SAN XIN, hmms we finally bought clothes & ivan present ler. HAHA!!
Reaching sengkang, i went to peep at this guy. Found out that he is nort there, and on the way back, i saw two gals were searching for a man. In that moment, i was reminded that he might ask these gals to look for him & nort going to play basketball ler. haiis suddenly i felt so remorseful. Sms him how i feel, i wann tell him. I really cant trust him anymore. It is so concidence. Why he become like that?
Today felt so moody, that guy no longer bother me anymore. Haiis he really give his heart to others thing liao marh? Hmms, did he put me in his memories ler marh? This guy wont come find me anymore liao marh? Haiis, mayb i shld jus let him go to pursue his goals or wart he wann barh. After sch, i didnt receive a single sms frm him feeling upset. wann find something to do. But i jus cant find a job. Still thinking whether he still rmb abt the fireworks celebrations marh. Why, he wann like that~ i jus dunno. why cant he jus be devoted to me.
Today reach sch at 1pm plus, wann withdraw money de but forget my ATM is in my black bag. Haiis, no money. So sians. Go meet up wif my friends for project. I do the powerpoint, ask qns, answer myself. Haiis, how come they dun have opinions derh? How to make them say and make my life easier. Haiis, den being chased out by the next lesson. Then we went to our eng draw room, who noes we cant log in. So sad. So we wait till the lesson starts. As i done almost the graphics, left the one dun have answer. I dunno how to continue. Watching my hp, no sms. I felt so frustrated. Den i log off, wann leave the room. I wann find someone to pei me walk walk. Haiis, but this guy told me he is wif a gal. i felt remorseful. Thinking why he changed his mind so easily, why he wann go out wif her? I jus wann to noe WHY? but he nv tell me jus wann me to believe wart he say, Haiis. Through the way, i been thinking and trying to be calm. I dun wan the same history happen again. But who cant predict. thinking of these, my tears are dripping. Now wart can i do, but he had improved, cos at least he is honest to me.
As i am doing my project, my mind still thinking. Why he so late still haven reach home. Go out wif her so long do wart. Hahas. so sad. hmms, oso nv bother to call me. haiis, so sad.
Wake early morning, online do my project. about 11am, i call the lazy pig to wake up. Then, we went to NAN CHIAU HIGH SCH to collect bursary awards, haiis too bad, this poor thing- my boy thought tt he can get scholarship which have 1.2k, end up he jus get 8oo. I know he feeling down, that's why i wan to bring him go walk walk. But he wann to finish his project first. I felt so upset, while i am going to finish my project. i tell him i wann go out liao. But in my mind, i really dunno where to go. So helpless, so lonely.
who noes he call me back, tell me to wait for him, so i faster help him finish. Hmms, this guy really do his hmwk. During somehow, he mention something tt i wrote in my blog. As we met, while we are walking, i sense that he is moody, i dunno wart to do. seeing him so quiet, i become quiet too. After reaching Dhoby ghaut, he dunno why go and take stairs, izzit dun wan to walk wif me ler. Haiis, so angry!! Then we were walking the path where tt time saw he & his ex walking de same path ,abit heart upset.
Then we reach city hall, he know wart to do ler. Hahas, follow my back. this guy let me feel pamper whenever i angry. But blaming myself couldnt let him feel happiness. Haiis~ as we shopping & looking ard. i wann bring him to a special place. Donut factory, hahas!! i felt so delighted tt i finally can bring him here. Then, we eat SHILIN. drink peppermint BB tea. HOHO!! den we went to the fountain of wealth, this cute little boy went to a station dedicate a message for me. However, he didnt put our real name and dunno why he jus put 'Thank You for blah blah." This let me feel tt he nv treat me as his most beloved person. Haiis quite upset.
So we went to take MRT , sitting on the stairs. He delibrately push me to the rail making me hard to breathe. HERGH!! i fought to my might, urh urh~ the train is here. hahas, then in the train we play, fight, hug & etc. I felt contented. Then we went to play pool, sobb i lose to him so many rounds but final round i won!! hahas. den we went home happily.
Today go sch early, sit at a corner study my maths. Then a while more, one of my friend came in. He asked me some qns, den we went back to have test. As i do the qns, i have no confidence whether is correct or nort. So after the test, i ask my friends. Then i got a feeling, i can pass wif flying colours. Hahas.
Then go buy soya milk to drink, den we chit chat. Hmms, after tt get back to next lesson until the last lesson. I immediately rush to meet jy den eat my lunch. After tt, we went up for maths remedial. Urghs!! looks i am caught up with maths. Hmms, the lecturer was rushing in teaching us hao xiang hurry for wedding like tt. I couldnt copy the notes in time. OMG!! den we stay until 5pm end. Then ailing suddenly felt so upset, cos her bf dun wan come meet her. haiis, end up she is crying in front of me while i start music player for her to listen.
After a few mins, we went to have a bite chit chatting until 6 plus. I send her to bus stop, den i went back to sch alone. Hmms, my friend still haven come. In the end, i went to lecture hall listen to the breifing. So sad, still need to wait for her to come. Then i get a donut in return, hahas. So sweet. Then i went back home. Haiis, i noe HE is busying. So i am a independent woman. I wann him to fetch me marh, so late ler he wont worry meh?
today morning in bus stand too long, abit blurred. I wann to find a seat to rest but nobody helped me. I almost wann faint on the bus, but i tolerate until i reach TM. Finally i got a seat, Whoo, den i felt comfortable ler. Hmms, den reach sch i still feel stomach pain. So when the lesson ended, i faster went to have a bite. At this moment, i wann ask long nu to help me calculate the poker cards. But who noes tt childish man took her bag as hostage. Then they were bickering, haiis i cant bother them. so i captured their video. wahaha.
During lunch time, while cleaning my specs nv tot the specs turned into half!! Arghs, there goes my eyesight. I had difficulties in studying in maths & eng fund. Omg!! So i tell Him, nv tot he wann bring me to make specs. After i ended sch, we went to my old place. As i was diagnosing my degrees, den i came out. i suddenly felt tt he gt something hide frm me. Hmms, but i nv think too much. So i happily choose my frame, and there this is my new specs collected after 30mins. hehes.
When we went home, i wann to go out and revise my maths. But he dun allow me to go wif him. I dunno why he keep tt distance frm me. haiis, dunno is he think too much or i think too much.
Early morning feel so cold, my mind dunno wart to do. Acutally i am concern abt him in my heart. However, he didnt reply me. On the way to sch, i saw jeremy K. Hergh!! he noe i tagged him. hahahas. He never bully me ler, somemore wann borrow tissue frm me. Blah.
At this time, it rains heavily. Then at wink of thought, He was going to sch at this moment. Hiyo. Dunno wann send him a msg to takecare. Cos previously i was very mad at him abt his confidence in me.
I am damm slpy, hmms still go for lesson as usual. This time i am earlier, Ah. So i start to do my Eng Drawing. Hehes, after my friends came in. I had done two assignment but imcompleted. Hahas. Then we went to next lesson, it is Eng Fund. I was trying to focus wart lecturer's talk but sitting beside me tt guy was busying play wif his PSP!! Hergh, den i was distracted. Thinking abt His wants a PSP too. Hmms, how much i wann to buy something for him so that he can treasure it. Though i bought a ring for him, but that was rotting. Urghs, so sad. Thinking of that, i wann bring him to eat the cheese fondue, go sentosa watch musical fountain take pictures. And many many more. Suddenly i received a msg frm him, a (Whooo) out frm my breathe. He is going to reach tt peak whom i asked him to give me tt answer.
After sch, immediately my ite friends ask me wann go our ex sch to revise our maths, den i was like OK~ hmms, then use my pocket money to buy a drink for him. Reaching there, i called him to claimed his drink. Hahas there goes my last $2 for my noodles. Hmms, go back to our territory do our maths. Then have a chat wif teachers, hmms, he msg me again. and call me too. It has been long time, he first time like tt ler. But why he & his friend wann go BB until far, wart they doing over there?
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