After i watch the VCD- Er Mo Zai Shen Bian, i realised this girl casted by Raine Yang. She is so xin fu than me. I tot HE had gave me the things as he could, i feel contented. But the most impt thing he had nort done is to tell me how impt am i to him. All the while i am jus loving him, give in him as long as he happy. But never realised tt i have lost the power of being loved or being adored. I felt so upset, i know i cant expect things frm him as i dun hav the rights. Haiis, after i told me wart i wann frm him. i tot he can give me an answer. however, he told me tt he got nothing to say. I am so disappointed. How can he treat our friendship cum relationship nort bothering at all.
So i decided to give up all the hopes in him, let him do wart he thinks is right. Mayb one day he will know or he never understand my feelings. I doubt he doesnt know wart to do next. Perhaps my existing in his life is jus a tool to him. No matter in future how hard we go, i jus wann an answer to move on. Being frank to me, is my content. I dun wish him hiding frm me anymore.
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